SWING SWING

Sunday, March 21, 2010

Another random day .. Sunday .. It doesn't make any different to me ,because here i am staying at home, almost not doing anything meaningful today ,{except to read a book , Gossip Girl (which i borrowed it yesterday at Bedok library, & don't wish to read up the whole book all at once), & do some housework as usual} As days go pass, my weekend doesn't seems like a weekend.I don't get to hang out that often anymore. Thinking back ,I really did wasted alot of my time outside when I was at the age of 14-16.
Doing nothing really important, but to hang out like most teenagers will do. 2 freaking years ,I could have spent most of my time studying like any other good students. Instead of skipping school ,classes,activities and not doing my school work seriously, I could do better.
Like what my boyfriend always tell me whenever I brought that incident up ,“只要自己知道犯了什么错或做错了什么选择，再从错误中学习/纠正过来，即时耽误了时间也没关系。”It means ,"Sometimes , its alright to take the wrong path(making the wrong decision),provided you'd realised what has gone wrong and willing to make a change ." Im not sure if that is the exact sentence he said,but it is of the same meaning,so yeah . I'd often forgotten the moral behind it and become pessimistic all over, but he will never fail to say that to me again. His word cheers me on. It is indeed a vulnerable lesson that not any other person can learn from.

I don't know why im writing these, just maybe because when you're alone , many things come up in mind.

Anyway ,he's a really 101% best boyfriend ever. He'd never abandon me to be alone,never lie to me , never abuse me,never doubt me ,do things to please me & always do his verrrrrrrry best to make me happy. But I doubted myself that am I even good for him. So .. I told him my feelings yesterday, and his consoles make me smile all the way . HAHAHA .
Im so fortunate to have him !!! I love him to the max . Im so not sick to keep on saying this,because all the words I typed here are base on how I feel in my heart.
I can't possibly typed things which are not true right ,then what's the point of having a blog. > :D

I have the urge to find him every single day , but I really can't do it. Because my parents have this thinking that, going out twice or even once every week is already TOO MUCH . So , in order to make things peaceful , I have to control and know my limit. & boyfriend's next off day is on Friday,no choice but to endure it D:
我知道我们的感情绝对是经得起时间的考验的,但心里难免还会觉得难过。

Forgot to add that , Honey ! The spaghetti you cooked for me yesterday was really nice and yummy ! :D

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