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Friday, July 16, 2010

I thought everything was well maintained but somehow its not .
You know .. I hate promises to be made and then break it so easily . Or even "forgetting" abt it . Furthermore , its from a guy i love . If its once or twice ,i don't mind, i will try to be understanding enough . But .. more than thrice ? or maybe more than thad ? Worse still , countless time.
It is always the same thing, guy i love , i gave my whole heart to break promises made and lie . This goes the same to my ex boyfriend as well . Break promises , lies . Almost all guys are th same . But i guess ,my ex is worse because he was into physically abusing me ,and thad's why i broke up with him and of cos LIE . & well , even tho after we broke up ,he still lied . Pathetic . But nvm ,its not impt anymore. Now ,the main concern is my current bf whom i love alot .

Damn hate liars, you won't feel secure . Of cos he's not betraying me or anything serious , jus thad you know , i really hate people giving me empty promises . I would rather them to tell me the truth than to act like he/she's good . Why????
I don wish to quarrel with you over such things anymore , and yet i can't act like im fine either . I jus feel so dishearten right now ..My heart feels sour ,but i just don't have thad ability to cry out .
You told me you wan to talk things out with me on th phone ,but in th end u jus kept quiet on th phone for over 20 mins or so .
Whad's thad ?
And now i dont even know whether we are still meeting tml or not . Deep inside I really wish to see you ,but another part of me is bringing me down .

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