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Wednesday, August 25, 2010

最近老是觉得很烦燥，前几周一直觉得头超痛，几乎整个头就要爆一样，而且是一再延续的，有时可以痛至一整天。经过自己在网路上搜查到一些相关资料，怀疑又肯定自己得了偏头痛。吃药但没好转，最后到中医求诊，中医说我患上了头风，又说我精神忧郁及紧张。目前还在吃他配给我的药粉和药材，苦药真难吃。不吃，自己又辛苦，只好忍着苦，把药给喝了。已经喝了三次，我还需要多喝三次，才能断定那些药物是否有效。我现在感觉比上一次好，但又觉得它会再发作，我现在的心情是处于害怕又不知所措。我不能完全肯定我的病情是如何的。

最近，也得了严重的相思病，唯一的药物就是他。我也知道也了解他最近很忙，我没向他要求见面，但心感觉到很痛，很痛。我知道，爱不是占有，所以才不加以烦他。
但我的真心话还是一句：“我好想你。”

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Sunday, August 22, 2010

What a boring Sunday. Unlike yesterday ,time passes vy fast . Dear accompanied me to Suntec Carrefour becos i need to help my dad to buy his engine oil . & then dear bought a pair of Adidas wristband at The Sport House for his regular exercises training .Wow ,it jus seems i've stopped exercising for a vy long period of time ,and i've been thinking of going to gym or go for jog outside with dear . But ,i need to get a pair of running shoes for the vy minimum requirement before i can start running ,becos i doesnt have 1 .

Okay .. so we took bus 10 at arnd 2pm to dear's house . It took us 1hr to reach there . Caused me butt ache hahaha . Despite that ,i felt a sense of bliss to be able to lay my head on his shoulder .Closing my eyes ,holding his hand ,sharing one side of the handphone earpiece with him, listening to love songs through out the journey .I love you dear .. Even though ,this might not be my first relationship in my life, but still, the feelings you gave me are so special,Even though sometimes we might quarrel, and i might lose my patient ,but i've never stop loving you :) The good thing is ,after our quarrel, we have managed to improve our situation ^^ hehe ,im so random to type my “真情告白”in the middle of my blog post .
Okay, i will continue ..So we reached his house , and we watched movie on his computer . Nice movie, but way too long . And we went to the nearby Kopitiam to eat Roti Prata for dinner . Then headed to TM to buy a small birthday present for dad, and glad that he says he like it .

Alright.. that's how my day ended ytd . As people grow older , time seems to pass faster ,that's what i realised . & if i were to waste my time today ,there's no turning back. If i my day is fully occupied, it's no enough and i might not be able to finish my task on time . Life is short , as what i've always heard in Chinese “人生短短几十年”. And that life is like a tour for us . Some ppl will be taking a longer trip , and unfortunately, some are shorter . & in the middle of my trip , and with a blink of an eye ,im gonna done with my O lvl . & most probably gonna end my study route soon in a matter of time after the discussion with dad and mum . & not really a discussion ,but they always wanted it and want me to start working .. Because they think that im old enough , the fact that im already 18 this year , and that im born a GIRL and that i should not further my studies .
Yes they might be a little old fashioned in their way of thinking ,(or should i say traditional?) , but i've chosen to follow the path of so called "destiny" , i tried to obtain my O lvl for the minimum , and persue a diploma if possible . If all these ,still failed , then i will choose to listen and to step in this cruel route ,called the society .. Sound rather scary .. haha , but its okay , at least i experienced it last year when i was working for my school fees .
Well , i will still try to get into that early childhood course after my O lvl for the last time through JAE or whatever thing is that call. hohoho ...

Im so hungry now .. gonna look for food and eat .

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3:24 PM;

Friday, August 20, 2010

Im not selected in the DPA . Well ,felt abit disappointed,but not really actually. Idk . So most probably ,i will not be continueing my studies after Olvl . That's what my parents want anyway ... So yeah .. I mus stop thinking of th matter ,or else my headache/health condition will worsen . No matter what happens,请不要刺激我，多谢。

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Sunday, August 15, 2010

Recently ,my health condition is not good and im feeling vy depress =( Sometimes , i would just cry all of a sudden ,i really don't know what had happened my god. I had went to see the doctor at Thong Chai twice , and taken their medicine , it recovered for a few days , but it doesnt seems to cure permenantly :( Im so down right now .

Luckily ,my dearest boyf is always there for me .. When he's with me ,im always feeling better than usual .Despite of my situation ,we still went out ytd , i dont wanna miss a chance of seeing him , as we only got to spend time tgt once a week which is Saturday.

We went to watch The Liar Game at TM yesterday .. Thumbs up ,and like the ending . Don't wish to further elaborate . So , we spent our day at Tampines ytd ,and was definately another great day .

Got to offline and visit the Chinese physician now . Hope I get well soon~

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Sunday, August 8, 2010

Dear tried to bury me .

Went to Sentosa ytd with dear , to Imbiah Lookout Nature Walk , Palawan Beach and Waterfront Station .. I can't upload the rest of the pictures , blogger suck .

Anyway , tml is National Day , gonna meet dear again :D Happy 45th birthday, I love you Singapore !!!

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Sunday, August 1, 2010

Yesterday was a happy,enjoyable and fruitful day . Spent almost th whole day with dearrr !!! Invited for th ECS talk at Temasek Poly, and of cos im interested in th course ,so went for it . & dear wanted to accompany me thru out th activities for 3 hrs :D
So met up with him at 8.30am at Tampines MRT and then took bus 23 to TP ..
Its our first time meeting each other early in th morning . hehe oooo love th fresh air .
So everybody was arranged and seperated into 4 different groups .. Unfortunately , i got into red group , and him yellow .. But in th end we still got to be tgt becos something happened to my card , and i've an idea to get myself into YELLOW group .muahahahaaa !!!! So , i was in th same group as him . & he's th only guy in th group . Lol . 委屈你了！
First station , visited th Kindergarten ,its aactually a new built Kindergarten ,they have not finish with th furnishing , but still , nice layout . Most probably ,th students who are taking up in this Early Childhood course will be having their lessons/ trainings there . So cute and nice to have a Kindergarten in a polytechnic .. Im so looooking forward ,and hope i will be selected in th DPA.

Second station , we were asked to form a group and make up our own dance steps with song like Humpty Dumpty( did i spell it right?) for those young children. & then 2 groups with th most creative and easy to follow steps (cos its for children) win . & our group won :DD hi5 dear !!! & with another 2 girls who are in our group . hahaa ,even tho th prize was not attractive at all , its jus a candy , but i reeally enjoyed th whole process .

Ok , there was aso other 2 stations after thad, but im becoming lazy to talk abt them now . hmmm

So th whole activity and talk lasted for 3 hrs , thus ended at 12pm . So went to have bubble tea opposite th school , and went for lunch at nearby coffeeshop . And then headed to dear's hse and played MONOPOLY with him !!!! I wonnnnnn !!! He declared bankrupt =P hehehee .. Actually he was almost going bankrupt at an early stage for more thaan twice =/ , but dear said he don't wanna give up . So we continued th game , but he still lose xDD All becos of my 3 houses at DisneyWorld ,& he kept stepping onto my place !!HAHAHAHAAA . *evil laugh*

After th game , rested and played other online game awhile and then left his house for dinner at Long John Silver . Thanks for th dinner dear =)
Reached home near 10pm . & then he went home .

** Saw dear's photo when he was a toddler !!! He was so cuteeeeeee and naughtyyyy ..Always making faces infront of th camera . & saw his photo when he was sec 4 . Handsome lor , dear stop denying . Muack love you .

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