miissytears

2011-01-28T00:39:00.004+08:00

Didn't update my blog for so long ,and i bet the number of people who view this page is decreasing ,but anyway i didn't really have the time to blog ever since i started working last month.

Yes, actually i went back to WT and work as a sales person again .Im not studying anymore and don't ask me why. Im not studying and there's no special reason.. Earning money is my priority now. And this is only my beginning to become independent,paying my own transport fares, bills charges, food,giving parent's and home allowance etc.. It is going 2 months ,and everything is going on quite smoothly..Even though now i get a stable salary every month, that does not mean i can start to be spendthrift, i limit myself to have at least certain amount of savings every month.. Im waiting for th important day to come.. It might be year 2014 or 2015 . Im jus so looking forward .

2010-11-27T21:44:00.002+08:00

This is Remy, writing on Joan dear's behalf. =)

The ring is found! By her mum! Dear is very happy =)

I love you baby. =) I'm so happy you found back our ring.

2010-11-27T17:57:00.002+08:00

Im so moody right now. I lost my ring a few days back. The ring is so precious to me, it is bought by my dearest Jia Jun on this year Valentine's day, that's our couple ring =(
I was drying my leg with a towel that night after bathing, and when i was wiping, my ring jus slipped off from my finger !!! I spent almost 1 day looking for it and i couldnt see it anywhere . Sigh, no idea where it has gone .Even my parents and brother and dear helped me to search for it but no sight of it. I HATE THISSS !! I wan my ring back...

2010-11-16T21:12:00.006+08:00

Piglet and Eeyore. Representing Joan & Remy :D Lovely..

Shot 2

Remy's eeyore &..

Joan's Piglet

I love them all ..hehe

What's wrong with that look dear?? =/

Did you notice the background color in the picture of Piglet and Eeyore? Its baby pink color painted on my wall !!!1 of my favourite colors. I decided to paint the whole house with combination of baby pink and rose white ! Im in charge of painting the pink part ,and my dad painting the white part .hehehe ..

2010-11-09T13:52:00.002+08:00

My throat is feeling dry right now and i had run out of Strepsils .Hmm..have to buy it later. My phone is spoilt =( Same problem as my previous phone. Wonder if all Sony Ericsson's phones are of the same problem. I can't hear the other party talking unless im using my wired earpiece or make it to loud speaker. I hate this,its so troublesome . And later i've to go all the way down to the Customer Service Centre for repair. & luckily i have my dear to accompany me :D This is the only thing im glad with.
And at the same time,i can have dinner with him as well..
Alright, got to eat my lunch now , hungry .
3 more subjects ! Chinese and Art tml !Cant wait for the exam to end.

2010-11-07T16:39:00.006+08:00

I have posted a blog post before regarding a bad customer service a few months back. & ytd i experienced it again ! Hell..The sales personnel happens to be an auntie again,in her 50s i guess .
Why mus customer service be so bad these days?argh ...
I wanted to look for some hair spray for my frizzy hair which makes me feel vy annoying these days ,and hoping to look for a good hair spray which can really help and improve my hair condition .Im not good in hair products and that is why i wanted to look around places to places to compare which product is better according to my preference.
And so, i decided to step into this beauty shop located along Bugis village,beside a Thai restaurant.
When i enter that shop, this old woman approached me," how can i help you, Miss?"
I jus replied her," Im jus looking around." as, since im not sure if im gonna purchase any item in this shop or not,i don't want to trouble her for serving me and that she can serve other customers around.
My words did not make her go away,and she kept on following me and asked if i was looking for anything. And so ,since she insisted in helping me, i asked her if the shop is selling any hair spray for dry/frizzy hair ... She showed and explained to me the usage of the product to what i'd asked her ,with artifical smile and rude tone and phrases. She demostrated on how to use the product unwillingly.

When i asked her is there any other products apart from that one,she replied/loud voice which sounded like scolding someone,in Mandarin,"Oh,nonono, I tell you hor, we only have this, one and only hor! I tell you because you have dry hair, so you can only use this" (Repeatedly telling me i have dry hair loudly, as if like idk my hair condition myself)

So since,there's only 1 product, you can't expect me to buy straight away right? It is not cheap anyway .I have to look around and consider whether if it does suit me. I DON'T SPEND MY MONEY AWAY SO EASILY PLS, im not that spendthrift .. So i jus said,"oh well, then i shall look around first and i will come bck later if i think it suits me." What i expect from a good customer service is that ,"Alright then/It is alright, do feel free to look around/come bck again!" and with a smile . But guess what ,she glared her popping eyes at me and gave me that attitude/fucked up look as if she was saying with expression," Please get lost, don't waste my time. " It is a vy obvious bad servicing with that kind of look . My boyfriend witnessed it also.
And we totally cursed her after that.

2010-11-04T17:04:00.004+08:00

An irresponsible mother

Im left with 4 subjects of Olvl paper. Social Studies, Chinese, Art and Science. Exam will be over soon! Follow up, i will have to brush up my sales techniques:D
Yesterday was my free day with no exam or anything impt, so met up with dear after his school at 12pm.

We went to Art Friends at Bras Basah to buy some drawing papers for my art exam then walked to Suntec City. We had a nice day there,again. & after dinner in the evening, I decided to go to the arcade for few rounds of game.
There's this machine which i always like to play where you have to spot the differences. And so my dear and me was sitting there playing .

After 1 round of playing, there's 1 little girl who is about 3-4 years old stood beside my boyfriend .I thought she was jus watching us play out of pure curiosity,so we continue our game. Half way through the game ,that girl pushed away our stuffs which we placed on the game machine and started to CLIMB onto my boyfriend's lap ,it was all of a sudden. I asked my boyfriend to try to move that little girl away as its inappropriate to have a girl to sit on a stranger guy's lap, we don't know what will happen if her parents would do if they happen to see their daughter sitting onto a stranger's lap .They might accuse him of molest. So dear listened to my advice and try to move away that girl, and i was trying to look around for anyone who might be the parent's of the girl.
And as my boyfriend was trying to move her away, she refused to leave and that girl attempted to bite his hand -.-" And making a scene by crying and grabbing chairs trying to hold herself to stay at the position .. Kinda helpless ,becos she seems like a stubborn little girl and we don't know her , we don't know who her parents is and she keep on clinging on us. I don't have the right to slap her for trying to bite my boyfriend and make her scrum off ,becos that's an offence ,that's bullying/abusing a minor ok .You just can't imagine how crazy she's at the scene even though she's just a little girl! So i approached a staff there ,hopefully she can help by looking for her parents or whatever she can do.

The staff told me as she points a lady in her early 30s,"oh that girl. She's her daughter." Guess what her mother was doing? Playing some stupid fish catching games and don't even seems bothering that her daughter is gone? She just can't be bothered ,she was playing happily still.
How can a mother of a child, especially when a child is only a toddler , be playing like a child,doing something she enjoys without looking after their own kids .
I don't know what happen after that ,becos we left soon after.
What if the the girl CLIMB onto another stranger's lap who is an old dirty lecher and especially prey on an innocent little girl like her? Or rapist who will bring her to somewhere else and rape her? Who would know what will happen ? And furthermore ,society now is complicated, a mother should protect their young especially a toddler like her or any kids who are below the age of 12 .They are not yet to be independent and that's the fact. There won't be any of use if they regret if bad things happen to their child. You have the intention to bring them to the world, they are your special gift ,please be responsible to care and love them, don't leave them alone .

2010-10-22T11:57:00.008+08:00

Dear is going army vy soon ,i will miss him vy much outside D:

School finally has ended !& now it is our preparation for the Olvl . We had already done with few exams, ytd was science practical .Dear accompanied me to the school ytd as idk where's the school and dear's sense of direction is obviously much better than mine, so he brought me to the examination venue .Thanks so much for ur help,dear .(= And before we went to that school, we went to the MOE to collect my question paper for art paper 2 .& while we registered ourself outside the destinated room, the person in charge of the registration thought dear and I were husband and wife .LOL .. I was like, " No, we are not" . hahaa , it is already not the first time ppl mistaken us .

And after the science practical exam ,we went to Citylink and had Buffet at Sakae Sushi, totally felt bloated. haha .. And then had a memorable and enjoyable evening with him . =) Thanks for the day, dear . I love you .

五年前的今天。是我们初次见面。先以初恋，变成朋友，三年多后又成为情侣。现在，已经拍拖一年多了，接下来的路程我们将会守在彼此的身边。。。五年后，我们一定能看见更遥远的未来。

2010-10-06T00:02:00.006+08:00

为什么每次都沦落到这种地步？今天，我又哭了因为我再也忍不住了，心如刀割一般。为什么我陷入的所谓“爱情”都令我心酸。不是对我实施暴力；动粗，就是爱乱诬赖我又不守信用。所谓的“永远爱你” 都是谎言。因为根本就没有永远。因为人会随着时间的流逝而改变，对自己所承诺的事给忘了，几乎得了严重性健忘症。

“ 爱情”恐怕会离我越来越远了，迟早会与它断绝关系。我怕，因为我的心好弱。一旦认定了，要我转换对象或与他人分离对我来说是很难。也许，我害怕孤单。我没有多少朋友，唯一能让我相信的人是情人。但是我很害怕这些想象会化为乌有。

刚才和他在巴士上，用着我的耳机听歌。他突然觉得他身体的某个部位疼痛，我便问他怎么了，他没回答。第二遍，还是沉默。我就想呆会儿才问他吧。。他却把莫名的把我的耳机甩开，扔向座位边的窗口。我到家之后，收到他的短讯指名要和我分手，指责我没关心他。。。我真的不知该说什么好，良心被狗吠。现在，却一直要我原谅他。你到底要些什么？？？？

2010-10-05T13:36:00.005+08:00

Im bck to blog ! Stay at home today and did my art preparatory work for O lvl paper 1. Im done with 2 pieces of th work . Going to continue tml after i got some A4 size papers from my dear's work place later =/ And tml is our 15th month ! Time is passing fast . And during th pass 3 weeks of work at th bookstore was good . Most of th collegues there are friendly and approachable .. & many people keep assuming im an university student . oh well ,,, im not !! =/ if only im ..

2010-09-18T21:17:00.003+08:00

I love you dear ,you are th best in my heart .

Yesterday ,during midnight , i had a bad stomach pain till i thought i was going to die, almost fainted but didnt .. And was totally sweating and shivering .. I thought everything is going to end for me , so grab the phone and gave dear a call but he was deep asleep so he didnt hear the phone rang . I didnt even have the energy to call out for my parents, and hugging and rolling myself on bed till i fall asleep ...

Eventually , nothing happen when i woke up thad morning, i felt better after th sleep ..

So dear came my house and meet me . And after i got much better in th noon , we went to collect my new spectacle at Wisma . I love th spects alot but its abit loose , so im going bck to th shop again on mon to get them to help me in adjusting th spects .

We spent th whole day ytd again , and it was totally nice i swear . Really love to be with him, so comfortable and th feeling is amazing. He's so loving and sweet =)

Oh, and starting work tml ! Wish me good luck :D Hope collegues are nice and easy to get along with .

2010-09-12T15:54:00.005+08:00

New spectacles, new job

Spent my holiday quite happily . Went for me regular medical check up at KK again on Thursday ,dear accompanied me and then applied for job after that . The staff who passed me the application form and the manager who attended to me seems nice and friendly ,and it gave me hope to get that job which i always wanted for ,an environment which i always love and crave to work at- an environment related to books.

And today ,the person in charge called me and that i will be starting my part time job only on Sunday ,and Full-time after my O-lvl . Actually ,i wanted to apply for only full-time after my Os,didnt intend to work part-time actually ,but they suggested that its best to work as part-timer first for a start for at least a day in a week so this will secure a place for myself . & of cos i agreed .

I requested for a Chinese books department/any books related department since i love books . But they said due to full vacant now at book departments, they posted me to stationery department ,but its ok still . hahaa,as long as im working in a bookstore .

Edited...

Oh ya , forgotten to add on .. I've got a new spectacles from Optical 88 too ..Thanks dear for the help (= & it costs me quite alot of money >.> but i love the spectacles, dear helped me to choose the design ,its a black plastic full-framed spectacles with a few fake diamonds at the 2 sides . Have not collect the spectacles yet ,will be collecting it on Saturday or Friday .

2010-09-05T14:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was a nice day with him .Went to bugis after our lunch. Well ,something cropped up ,got a little upset ,but knowing that he's such a guy who's always so nice and care for me ,i still feel blessed with him afterall . And even though i ignored him becos i was not in th mood ,he didnt stop to show his concern to me . Im feeling so bad now after remembering ytd's incident .. Im sorry .. Anyway dear ,I know you can do it ok ? Don't feel stress over it anymore ,im so sorry for being so work up unreasonably .. hmmm, its not your fault actually .

Walked to suntec for dinner at KFC, and knowing that i prefer to eat chicken thigh than breast , he exchanged his thigh with me..So ended up i ate 2 thighs, and him 2 breasts.. ahhhh, i jus find him sweet ,even though it is jus a small act and task he did for me . Sometimes ,i jus wondered how to be a better girlfriend for him ..

2010-09-01T16:28:00.006+08:00

Honey , don jealous =/

That's my baby Remy ;; Iron mannnn !!!

Gosh Im hot ! :D

That's me in MAN version. handsome not ?

Okay, those photos are fake,obviously , so don take it too serious . I jus did those out of boredom , hahaha .

2010-08-25T17:29:00.003+08:00

最近老是觉得很烦燥，前几周一直觉得头超痛，几乎整个头就要爆一样，而且是一再延续的，有时可以痛至一整天。经过自己在网路上搜查到一些相关资料，怀疑又肯定自己得了偏头痛。吃药但没好转，最后到中医求诊，中医说我患上了头风，又说我精神忧郁及紧张。目前还在吃他配给我的药粉和药材，苦药真难吃。不吃，自己又辛苦，只好忍着苦，把药给喝了。已经喝了三次，我还需要多喝三次，才能断定那些药物是否有效。我现在感觉比上一次好，但又觉得它会再发作，我现在的心情是处于害怕又不知所措。我不能完全肯定我的病情是如何的。

最近，也得了严重的相思病，唯一的药物就是他。我也知道也了解他最近很忙，我没向他要求见面，但心感觉到很痛，很痛。我知道，爱不是占有，所以才不加以烦他。
但我的真心话还是一句：“我好想你。”

2010-08-22T15:24:00.003+08:00

What a boring Sunday. Unlike yesterday ,time passes vy fast . Dear accompanied me to Suntec Carrefour becos i need to help my dad to buy his engine oil . & then dear bought a pair of Adidas wristband at The Sport House for his regular exercises training .Wow ,it jus seems i've stopped exercising for a vy long period of time ,and i've been thinking of going to gym or go for jog outside with dear . But ,i need to get a pair of running shoes for the vy minimum requirement before i can start running ,becos i doesnt have 1 .

Okay .. so we took bus 10 at arnd 2pm to dear's house . It took us 1hr to reach there . Caused me butt ache hahaha . Despite that ,i felt a sense of bliss to be able to lay my head on his shoulder .Closing my eyes ,holding his hand ,sharing one side of the handphone earpiece with him, listening to love songs through out the journey .I love you dear .. Even though ,this might not be my first relationship in my life, but still, the feelings you gave me are so special,Even though sometimes we might quarrel, and i might lose my patient ,but i've never stop loving you :) The good thing is ,after our quarrel, we have managed to improve our situation ^^ hehe ,im so random to type my “真情告白”in the middle of my blog post .
Okay, i will continue ..So we reached his house , and we watched movie on his computer . Nice movie, but way too long . And we went to the nearby Kopitiam to eat Roti Prata for dinner . Then headed to TM to buy a small birthday present for dad, and glad that he says he like it .

Alright.. that's how my day ended ytd . As people grow older , time seems to pass faster ,that's what i realised . & if i were to waste my time today ,there's no turning back. If i my day is fully occupied, it's no enough and i might not be able to finish my task on time . Life is short , as what i've always heard in Chinese “人生短短几十年”. And that life is like a tour for us . Some ppl will be taking a longer trip , and unfortunately, some are shorter . & in the middle of my trip , and with a blink of an eye ,im gonna done with my O lvl . & most probably gonna end my study route soon in a matter of time after the discussion with dad and mum . & not really a discussion ,but they always wanted it and want me to start working .. Because they think that im old enough , the fact that im already 18 this year , and that im born a GIRL and that i should not further my studies .
Yes they might be a little old fashioned in their way of thinking ,(or should i say traditional?) , but i've chosen to follow the path of so called "destiny" , i tried to obtain my O lvl for the minimum , and persue a diploma if possible . If all these ,still failed , then i will choose to listen and to step in this cruel route ,called the society .. Sound rather scary .. haha , but its okay , at least i experienced it last year when i was working for my school fees .
Well , i will still try to get into that early childhood course after my O lvl for the last time through JAE or whatever thing is that call. hohoho ...

Im so hungry now .. gonna look for food and eat .

2010-08-20T16:39:00.002+08:00

Im not selected in the DPA . Well ,felt abit disappointed,but not really actually. Idk . So most probably ,i will not be continueing my studies after Olvl . That's what my parents want anyway ... So yeah .. I mus stop thinking of th matter ,or else my headache/health condition will worsen . No matter what happens,请不要刺激我，多谢。

2010-08-15T12:36:00.006+08:00

Recently ,my health condition is not good and im feeling vy depress =( Sometimes , i would just cry all of a sudden ,i really don't know what had happened my god. I had went to see the doctor at Thong Chai twice , and taken their medicine , it recovered for a few days , but it doesnt seems to cure permenantly :( Im so down right now .

Luckily ,my dearest boyf is always there for me .. When he's with me ,im always feeling better than usual .Despite of my situation ,we still went out ytd , i dont wanna miss a chance of seeing him , as we only got to spend time tgt once a week which is Saturday.

We went to watch The Liar Game at TM yesterday .. Thumbs up ,and like the ending . Don't wish to further elaborate . So , we spent our day at Tampines ytd ,and was definately another great day .

Got to offline and visit the Chinese physician now . Hope I get well soon~

2010-08-08T17:49:00.002+08:00

Dear tried to bury me .

Went to Sentosa ytd with dear , to Imbiah Lookout Nature Walk , Palawan Beach and Waterfront Station .. I can't upload the rest of the pictures , blogger suck .

Anyway , tml is National Day , gonna meet dear again :D Happy 45th birthday, I love you Singapore !!!

2010-08-01T17:06:00.003+08:00

Yesterday was a happy,enjoyable and fruitful day . Spent almost th whole day with dearrr !!! Invited for th ECS talk at Temasek Poly, and of cos im interested in th course ,so went for it . & dear wanted to accompany me thru out th activities for 3 hrs :D
So met up with him at 8.30am at Tampines MRT and then took bus 23 to TP ..
Its our first time meeting each other early in th morning . hehe oooo love th fresh air .
So everybody was arranged and seperated into 4 different groups .. Unfortunately , i got into red group , and him yellow .. But in th end we still got to be tgt becos something happened to my card , and i've an idea to get myself into YELLOW group .muahahahaaa !!!! So , i was in th same group as him . & he's th only guy in th group . Lol . 委屈你了！
First station , visited th Kindergarten ,its aactually a new built Kindergarten ,they have not finish with th furnishing , but still , nice layout . Most probably ,th students who are taking up in this Early Childhood course will be having their lessons/ trainings there . So cute and nice to have a Kindergarten in a polytechnic .. Im so looooking forward ,and hope i will be selected in th DPA.

Second station , we were asked to form a group and make up our own dance steps with song like Humpty Dumpty( did i spell it right?) for those young children. & then 2 groups with th most creative and easy to follow steps (cos its for children) win . & our group won :DD hi5 dear !!! & with another 2 girls who are in our group . hahaa ,even tho th prize was not attractive at all , its jus a candy , but i reeally enjoyed th whole process .

Ok , there was aso other 2 stations after thad, but im becoming lazy to talk abt them now . hmmm

So th whole activity and talk lasted for 3 hrs , thus ended at 12pm . So went to have bubble tea opposite th school , and went for lunch at nearby coffeeshop . And then headed to dear's hse and played MONOPOLY with him !!!! I wonnnnnn !!! He declared bankrupt =P hehehee .. Actually he was almost going bankrupt at an early stage for more thaan twice =/ , but dear said he don't wanna give up . So we continued th game , but he still lose xDD All becos of my 3 houses at DisneyWorld ,& he kept stepping onto my place !!HAHAHAHAAA . *evil laugh*

After th game , rested and played other online game awhile and then left his house for dinner at Long John Silver . Thanks for th dinner dear =)
Reached home near 10pm . & then he went home .

** Saw dear's photo when he was a toddler !!! He was so cuteeeeeee and naughtyyyy ..Always making faces infront of th camera . & saw his photo when he was sec 4 . Handsome lor , dear stop denying . Muack love you .

2010-07-25T13:54:00.004+08:00

People , im baaaaaaaackkkk to blogging !!!

I watched 2 movies in a weeeek . Watched Inception with Lin on Wed, and Old Cow Vs Tender Grass ytd with dear .

Didnt thought that Inception would come out to be dream related movie , which i don't really like it . Kinda disappointed than whad i'd expected . But for th Chinese local movie ,I like th creativity of being able to make th audience laugh even tho th story plot is not really that good .

& before th movie ytd , we went to City Square located at Farrer Park . Its pretty near my hse . & dear bought himself 1 DURIAN pancake. & knowing that im afraid of th smell of durian , dear still purposely to blow and breathe at my face . LOL . Im like OMGGG !! My naughty boyfriend =) Actually , i used to like durian , but now i just afraid of th smell of it , cant stand it . hehe =/

Anyway ..after that we went to watch movie at Plaza Sg . & dear bought me a shawl at Cotton On .. I love it and thanks dear .. Before buying , dear asked if i like it , but i lied and said i don't xD But he insist to buy it even tho i saiddddd " Nooo, put it bck , don't buy cos i doesnt like it" cos im feeling so bad to spend his money ..hmmm ... .. But i think he see through me alrdy , thad's why >.<

He's working now..... Miss him ...

2010-07-19T16:04:00.004+08:00

Us .

The hoodie I like at Uniqlo .

Me and Adeline

Wanted to go to Marina Barrage ytd with the clique, but while waiting for the shuttle bus to arrive ,it started to rain .So we changed our destination for th day .Went to 313@Somerset .

So .. just window shopping all around th mall . & manage to find th big ear ring i want at Diva ,wanted to replace th old one becos it has turned rusty =[ but didnt buy it even tho dear said he wanna pay me after i buy (means he wanted to buy it for me) .Left for Bedok to look for dear at his work place at around 6pm. Bought him curry puff from Old Chang Kee . The curry puffs there are really nice .

Doing his work wahuahahahahaa

& as on Saturday , me and dear went to visit th airport . More shops are coming in . And th viewing gallery has changed =( I prefer th previous one .
After dinner at MacDonald @ Changi , we travelled to Tanjong Pagar, we went to Pinnacle @Duxton which is 50 storey high buildings/flats with sky bridge at th roof top .. Its's so romantic at night .. & I counted th stars, hahahaha ! So sweet and bliss to lie on to his shoulder and look at th shiny stars and th moon .

Anyway , i will upload some of th photos we took thad day next time . Th photos are not with me now . Got to go and rest now , got a big headache now .

2010-07-16T21:52:00.002+08:00

I thought everything was well maintained but somehow its not .
You know .. I hate promises to be made and then break it so easily . Or even "forgetting" abt it . Furthermore , its from a guy i love . If its once or twice ,i don't mind, i will try to be understanding enough . But .. more than thrice ? or maybe more than thad ? Worse still , countless time.
It is always the same thing, guy i love , i gave my whole heart to break promises made and lie . This goes the same to my ex boyfriend as well . Break promises , lies . Almost all guys are th same . But i guess ,my ex is worse because he was into physically abusing me ,and thad's why i broke up with him and of cos LIE . & well , even tho after we broke up ,he still lied . Pathetic . But nvm ,its not impt anymore. Now ,the main concern is my current bf whom i love alot .

Damn hate liars, you won't feel secure . Of cos he's not betraying me or anything serious , jus thad you know , i really hate people giving me empty promises . I would rather them to tell me the truth than to act like he/she's good . Why????
I don wish to quarrel with you over such things anymore , and yet i can't act like im fine either . I jus feel so dishearten right now ..My heart feels sour ,but i just don't have thad ability to cry out .
You told me you wan to talk things out with me on th phone ,but in th end u jus kept quiet on th phone for over 20 mins or so .
Whad's thad ?
And now i dont even know whether we are still meeting tml or not . Deep inside I really wish to see you ,but another part of me is bringing me down .

2010-07-15T22:18:00.001+08:00

Went to Bedok South Sec sch for my Olvl Chinese oral today .I walked to the school from Tanah Merah MRT Station under th hot sun .Weather was really humid jus now ,especially those places in th east. It caused me to have a bad headache+ giddy .. sucks . But anyway .. the oral was really easy especially for the passage reading , but as for th conversation part , im always bad at it becos im a slow person especially when it comes to CONVERSATION,furthermore with 2 examiners . Hahahaha , and i keep staring at th space when speaking ,maybe i was nervous .
For th previous oral i did for Olvl, i got a Distinction ya know , so i hope i can get it again this time round .

My next exam is next week ! Chinese listening compre.

2010-07-12T16:50:00.001+08:00

I love my new blonde hair ^^

2010-07-11T14:25:00.011+08:00

Went to catch a movie at GV ytd, Shanghai . Actually supposed to watch Predators ,but dear said he will watch it himself online next time cos he knew that I don't really like action movie :o But you know , I really don't mind watching it with him, but he insisted not to becos he's afraid i'll be bored in th movie . Silly boy .

So ended up watching movie i wanted to watch ,and that's Shanghai .

Well, this is quite an action movie , but it's kinda like a history drama ,so i was interested in it. Gonna watch Liar Game with dear at the end of th month . Its both our favourite dramaa actually. But dear like it more than I do. Hahaa.

My smile is so wideeeeeeeee..

Adeline, ShiQi & MEEEE!!

Seriously, this Chinese teacher doesnt teach at all, since the start of the new school year till now, she spent at least 98% of the time TELLING HER GRANDMOTHER STORY . Really pissed off till i don't wish to attend her lessons anymore , because it doesn't gain me anything at all . Waste all of our bloooody shit time and listen to her craps , i would rather spend my time reading newspaper ,at least I get to know news around the world than to entertain her .

BULLSHIT. **PUIPUIPUI**( Spit saliva)

I think best lessons will be English ,accounts , combined humans ,science .

2010-07-09T14:59:00.004+08:00

Happy belated 1 year anniversary (060710) ..

Didn't online on that day to blog .Was busy with classes . Anyway ,we exchanged presents .

Dear gave me a heart diamond necklace which is so gorgeous ,& gave me a diary which he wrote it for me .=) I love it and that touches me alot .

Whereas I gave him a cap and he looks really good and cool on it ,and our LOVE CALENDER , I did it myself for 3 days ! Its not easy ok even tho it may looks simple to others , but i still enjoy doing it becos is for him :D Inside the calender , it is also consist of our past and present photos and my msges,poems and what we experienced in this 1 year .

He's reading and looking at my work very carefully .. He likes it and im glad .

Alright .. and recently we'd changed the timetable and the subject teachers in school . And then here comes this particular maths tcher who always make us laugh so hard whenever he say "Sooooooo~...." He will drag the word and make it sound lower and lower ,longer and longer .. Its dead hilarious man . Words like "So","Square", "sector","two" etc. Omg , i can't imagine we are seeing him again next week. Will be laughing again -.-" We just couldn't take it .

But still ,the school is still sucky , everyone who are studying in that school agree with it,besides me. I jus can't wait to finish my Os and get rid of the place .
Anyway ,i'd registered online for DPA for Early Childhood Education course at Temasek Poly , hopefully it will be successful .

2010-07-04T14:00:00.002+08:00

On friday ,went to look for dear at TP and then went to his house for dinner .
& something actually made me upset,heartbroken at the moment, i just couldn't believe my eyes ..At thad time i just hope thad its just a dream and thad had nvr happen before . But everything is alright now ,he explained himself to me and i hope its not a lie .. Even so , im not totally recovered from the heartache . I think i'd better need some time to cool down .

Of cos , despite the quarrel ,i still love him alot ,and so ,we celebrated our 1 yr anniversary in advance ytd due to our actual anniversary falls on Tuesday 060710 .We wont have the time to celebrate . And I was really happy yesterday, and enjoyed myself . Almost with him the whole day. I hope everything will maintain well .

Love you,
Joan

2010-06-27T15:30:00.008+08:00

Ytd ,dear and me went to the National Musuem of Singapore to look at exhibit regarding the 1960s . Its free of entry .Well, didn't expect that there were nothing much to look at .

But im glad to have the experience in visiting the place .

After visiting the musuem, we walked to Plaza Sing and hang around that place .

& GSS is crazy , up to 50% . But don't bother to buy anything even tho I like some of the clothes from some stores .Im so in a tight budget this year . I only buy stuffs which are necessary like my daily use stuffs . After this year , will be better i guess . (Thanks to my O lvl course+exam+materials & other fees) Soooo, im so looking forward to finish my O lvl so that I can work full-time over the holiday again. Well , think im going to pay for my Poly again. How much can i earn over 3-4 months of holiday?! I shall see and make further decisions . Hopefully ,i got some help from my parents . Dying~ 喘不过气来

2010-06-21T11:50:00.002+08:00

Dear's school has started today . & means i have an extra 1 week holiday to myself .
& gotta love the dress which dear bought for me from far east on Saturday . I really love it ! Thankssss !:D
& then visited dear ytd at his work place , there he cooked me spaghetti himself and its yummmmy .Can't believe my bf can cook really well .xD Love the food he made for me .
Weeks ago ,dear was feeling pain at his left side of the stomach. After seeing th doctor ,he's alright now . & recently its my turn ! Same place as him somemore .. But mine lasted for more than a week and hasnt seen a doctor . I don't feel like seeing a doctor, i think its just some muscles cramp.. hmmm . So dear passed me his cream which he had used and recovered from it ,currently using it and hope it will be fine soon .

Next thing is, recently my dad and mum is hinting me not to study anymore next year
-.-"
Well .. I told them if im able to get into Early Childhood Education course in th poly next year ,then i will continue my studies . If not , then i shall stop and start work. T_T

2010-06-16T17:14:00.002+08:00

For the past few days ,it has been the happiest moments with dear .
& we finally took neoprints together again ! The last time we took neoprints before this was like 4.5 yrs back .It has beeeeeen so long alrdy .So the current neoprints are the official couple neoprint :DD Happy to the maximum .
Wanted to share the neoprints here ,but I doesnt have a scanner and his scanner is currently not working because the disc for installation is not with him now . Too bad.
On Monday, we went to catch a movie at Cineleisure ,Nanny McPhee And The Big Bang . A fantasy adventure movie . Usually i doesn't really like to watch movie which are fantasy ,i prefer more of a realistic one . But this movie is kind of an optional for me, I watched the first episode of that movie once during my secondary school days in school and find it nice actually,and the kids in the show are cute , so eventually went for the second episode . hehehe

Before the movie ,went to 313@Somerset. Wanted to visit Winter Time, my ex collegues and supervisor were there , but just felt embarrassed/shy for idk what reason . LOL so didnt go in . But ... didnt expect to see them outside the toilet -.- Was seeing dear chatting with Eddy(the supervisor) after i came out from the toilet ,got a shock. So ended up chatting with them for a few minutes and visited the shop for awhile . & I promised to return back to work at Winter Time after my Olvl . So i will .

As for yesterday , went to Causeway Point at Woodlands with dear before i go for my night class at YCK. I jus feel so fortunate to have him to care for me, fetching me to and fro from school . To think of it , others might have cars/motorbikes to fetch the gf or whoever from school or workplace , but being able to have him walking hand in hand with me is the best gift i've ever had, and the happiness in me can't be measured. I want to stay like this forever ..

2010-06-10T15:44:00.001+08:00

Im missing you right now . Miss ur presence ,miss ur smile ,miss ur jokes, miss ur everything .

2010-06-08T00:29:00.019+08:00

Hey guys . Ever since my holidays had started, its has nvr been boring up till now, all because of my dear's company ! Met him up for 4 days straight ,and is our first time being like this . Dear was supposed to work on Saturday anyway ,but his manager did not put him in the schedule,so we ended up meeting up .

& ytd was our 11th month anniversary , and im so looking forward to th next one which is 1st year !

Today ,accompanied dear to th Polyclinic for some check up . After 2 hours of waiting+consultation ,we finally headed for the Singapore Flyer =)

Our tickets.

It was our FIRST time taking the flyer ,and it was a really nice experience,I finally got the chance to take the flight on flyer . I don't really find it boring at that time even tho it moves very slowly ,probably its becos of dear's presence .

It was raining then.

It was almost dinner time after the flight . & we went to Popeyes Louisiana Kitchen for to enjoy our meal . It was a really nice and fulfilling meal, I love the chickens .Thank you so much dear for the meal . Love it .

& then my mood spoilt jus now in the evening by some bastard who is my boyf ex-collegue, name KN . 他说些无谓的话，几乎想挑拨我和我男友的感情。还一派胡言指责我没对男友信任。做错事还敢说瞎话，不知道自己错在哪里。真是去他妈的。已过了二十岁，但智商和言语却像个十岁小孩。

Anyway .. I wanna thanks dear for everything you did for me =)

2010-06-04T14:09:00.011+08:00

Well, I would like to thanks to people who gave their concerns regarding the quarrels i had ytd with my boyf . Appreaciated . & we were actually sort things out ytd ,so everything is fine now .

& finally ,its the start of holiday now ! Might be boring yeah . Adeline went to Indo ,and Shiqi actually going for Taiwan trip next week . My dear will be working also .. So ,i will be feeling totally boring !Except to clear my unuse stuffs in my house ,study for Olvl ,do homework and online .

& I don't know what's wrong with people these days, you know what .. I got followed by an unknown chinese guy yesterday after school and he actually approached me when i reached the lift under my block and told me he wanna to be friend with me -_-" Its not the first time and it always give me a shiver . Scaryyyy yeah . So ,i didnt bother to reply him anyway .

Okay ,gonna meet my boyf soon in th evening .

Thad's Adeline and me . Gosh ,i look like a kid . Adeline looks older than me tho im older than her by 2 or 3 yrs = /

Me and Shiqi . Same here . I still look like a kid/younger even tho we are of th same age . Well, it seems like i really got herited by my mum ..hehe ,thad's during practical class . =/

LOL .

2010-06-03T14:03:00.002+08:00

Tears are in my eyes right now , it feels like rolling down my cheek at anytime . 在那一杀那，心里感觉非一般的沉重。I don't know what to say and do all of a sudden . Usually ,when it comes to this ,i will always be angry and started to shout and scream and acted like a bitch, but now im REALLY speechless . I really don't know what to say nor act anymore .Im REALLY feeling disappointed and sad .What's wrong with you actually ,my dear? Are you stress and that's why ?Or am i being over caring to you ? Tell me pls ,so at least i know what's wrong . Or am i jus being totally annoying ? I just couldn't believe u actually shouted at me/scolded me . You tend to be impatient these days and for the past week . You aren't like that . I don't know why I jus can't get rid of the thoughts when u say ,"WTH?" to me . Why ?
You said i "keep on saying" , what do u mean ? I just wanna remind you and to be careful no matter where you go. But if u really find me irritating , i can shut my mouth then .

2010-05-30T20:24:00.013+08:00

Alot more photos for me to upload , but blogger just couldn't do it all !ROARS! Will upload it the next post then .

I had a long break again with 3 days in a row .So planned to go out with dear on Friday(Vesak Day) & Saturday . Dear did the planning actually ,he decided to go to Vivo on Friday ,and it was really crowded . Haven't been there for quite long alrdy ,and noticed there are some changes ,the MRT control station and some new shops which we didn't see it there before that . We spent most of our time there on that day, really had a great time with him .

Next day , IMM was our decision becos dear said he had never been there before .

& I went to the Popular to renew my member card ,which is just right below Jurong East MRT Station . That person told me I CAN'T convert my adult member card to a student member card becos im from a private school ,and he suggested me to do the adult one instead, which is like what? You sure ? Because i think again ,Shi Qi could apply for a student card when she's also a private student ,so why can't I? He must be a new staff or something who don't know anything ,so i decided to go to apply it at some other outlet ,like Bras Basah since it is so near to my school .

& then walk to the bus stop and waited for Shuttle Bus to IMM ,& when the bus arrived , all the AUNTIES & UNCLES rushed/ran from their "QUEUE" and rushed/ran to the entrance of the bus -.-" I KNEW IT . Typical Singaporean . Then dear couldn't take it when saw sucha scene ,so he shouted ," THEN WHAT'S THE POINT OF HAVING THE QUEUE?!" YES LA , WHAT'S THE DAMN POINT THERE? They are always afraid not being able to get a place for themselves, that's why they don't mind running for their lives to get them . No wonder Singaporeans are always known as 'Kiasu' ,even today . I don't wish to comment but I just can't help and pretend nothing had happen . 我是帮理，不帮亲.

& then at the IMM , we found the Popular bookstore there ,so decided to renew my card there . Even though I could already converted my card, their services are totally not efficient ! Nobody at the customer service counter , that's fine , went on to look for staff for help . & then one pushed to another ,nobody attend to me ! _/_ I have to wait for almost 10 mins for someone to be at that counter . & then they still kept on changing their position at the counter , 2-3 ppl doing my stuff ! Waited for another 10-15mins again including payment at the cashier counter . I couldn't get my card in instant at all like what they promised .. They said I have to wait for 1 month for them to mail me the member card . That's enough alrdy , and when I asked them about something , 1 of the staffs doesnt bother to answer , she jus nodded her head without having eye contact with the customer .. So rude .. If you were me , do you feel pissed off eh?I think i shall stop being nice to people like the service staffs unless they are worth being treated nicely . 服务超烂，彻底失望！

2010-05-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

I am so disappointed with my result this semester . Part of it , all THANKS to that Geography teacher . -_-
& seriously ,I really really don't understand what's wrong with people these days, most services suck to the max .
Just now ,went to WATSON store at Bugis Junction after lunch with Adeline and Shiqi, b'cos Adeline wanted to get her contact lens solution . When she was paying at the cashier, I happened to saw a magazine or whatever you call it ,which features what are the great buys in the store . Despite of knowing that its free ,I thought it will be polite enough to ask before taking . & then i approached a sales assistant in her 50s and go like ," Hi, is it alright if I take this ?" with a SMILE . Guess what ? She stared at the magazine for a few second ,as if she were thinking of something else ,and then shouted, "拿去，拿去!" with an angry expression ,as tho i'd offended her , and then turned her back to me . WTF pls ?! What's wrong ??? Is it wrong to be polite . Its always the same , whenever i try to be nice and smile , people give me this in return . Either IGNORE, SHOUT or give an UNHAPPY look . As if i had offended anybody .
Firstly , im the customer even though i didnt buy anything at that time ,im STILL a customer , and SHE is STILL a sale assistant .& by right , she should at least reply me nicely , not expecting her to attend or entertaining me or what .
I used to treat my customers nicely when i was working as a sales associate , no matter what type of customers they are or no matter old or young ,ok not as if im great , but at least im not like that auntie .But now , I got this in return .. how nice . I can't understand why people like her can't do it , and seriously most sales assistant in most Singapore's shops are like that . My most favourable service must be from the Paris Miki . They have really great services . They always answer to my needs and questions with SMILE ,and etc..
算我倒霉好了。

Anyway .. I was very happy yesterday night . After my night class, I saw dear was waiting for me in the school ! He came to the school earlier than before , and find the route and walk to the school =') I didnt ever expect to come and fetch me right from that school , becos its quite far from the MRT and i'd never tell him how to go and it will be tiring for him . BUT he did that ytd night, and the weather was really hot. He said he was worried for my safety for walking in the night .. I was really touched and didnt know what to say seriously . This is NUT SWEEEET and THOUGHTFUL and LOVING and and and more .

:D

** The weather is really hot and sucky these days . Im sweating now even though Im using the fan, AIR-CON LATER ...

2010-05-23T17:21:00.007+08:00

Ytd was a enjoyable day with dear . I really love his company to the max . Hmm . we didn't really spend time outside at the mall ,we went to his house after we had lunch at Japanese Village and watch Japanese drama , Lier Game or The Lier Game, whichever . Actually before that , we went to the Popular Member Closed Door Sales at Bras Basah becos I wanted to buy my POA 10yr Series, and it was hell lots of people . They were having 25% storewide ,that's what it attracted those people . & the queues in every floors were like damn long . I insisted in queueing despite dear's persuasion becos i was like since we are alrdy here , might as well buy it . But in th end i gave up ,becos the queue doesnt seems to be moving at all and we decided to buy it at Tampines instead.

We should not have waste the time going there without buying anything . Wasted our precious time and transport fares >: (

Okay .. left his house around 4.30 or 5pm then buy our stuffs . He told me he wanted to bring me to the nearby coffeeshop and have XO sliced fish soup for our dinner , but we ended up eating SUBWAY at Keypoint . Lol . It was our first time eating SUBWAY ,kinda blur in ordering . After the struggle in ordering{lol}, we finally got our food ! I had a 6 inch tuna one , and i think dear got a 6 inch Turkey bacon or breast or something . Forgotten alrdy . It was really yummy like what others had told me .

Spent the rest of the night with him till about 10pm, and off he went home .

And guess what .. Im having a sore throat right now. Feeling so uncomfortable and irritating . D:

2010-05-20T11:40:00.007+08:00

Me without make-up that day except eyeliner , do I look pale? Hope not .

My 1 whole week of holiday is BORING.. Some of the students went to Port Dickson, Malacca for holiday, but I did not choose to go .

Nothing much to blog about for what I had did the past few days . Yes, im glad that I have break, but its kinda too much for me at this time i guess .

Staying at home ,chatting with boyf through MSN . But he is always replying late because he is busy with his major project . Im thinking so hard now on what I should blog about, but nothing comes up to my mind even after thinking for so long .

Oh yeah . Seriously .. Why the hell did I chose to study in a private school this year ?

To get at least an O-lvl certificate .. (*Roll eyes*Its not like as if I can't make it during my secondary school year,i blame myself for that. My fault.) But I feel like I got cheated when I started studying in a private school .Okay . Its not that kind of cheat whereby the school is closed down and had your money being squander off ,like the case which happened last year.

What I meant was ,some stuffs they'd stated in the brochure (which they passed me BEFORE i signed up and paid for the fees )are kinda untrue . They sounded as if everything is perfect, so that you will be interested in attending in their school . >.>

But of course , part of the reasons I wanted to join this school is that it is very near my house which only takes me about 6-10 mins to reach school from my house ,AND among all the schools i'd checked , their school fee is the cheapest one .

Okay, here are some of the points they stated inside the brochure:

-Conducive and disciplined environment {Well , its kind of conducive and disciplined,where students actually behave maturely without disrupting the lessons}

-Experienced,qualified and dedicated teachers(approved by MOE) {Oh really? Do you mean every single teachers are qualified and EXPERIENCED? One of the teachers actually admitted himself that he's still schooling in the local University and is doing this as a part-time job. He's only 22, which I don't think he has any experience at all. He's more like a tutor to me -.- }

-Modern and well-equipped classrooms {In fact, the classrooms are damn small,its more like an interviewing room . There's a screen but without a projector or even an OHP machine. The front light doesn't work and nobody gives a damn to fix it. What you can see in the classroom are tables,chairs and whiteboard ,4 walls with 2 doors . Furthermore , there's only 1 toilet cubicle each for female and male (squat toilet bowl, but im not sure how abt the gents )which really stinks and the flush drips water . Nobody bothers also . }

-Well-stocked library {Where's the library ? I can't see it anywhere.Or do you mean the next building which is the National Library Board?}

-Central city location with proximity to MRT

-National Service deferment(for Local Students)

-Transit Link pass(for local students) {Okay , this is true, I got mine during Jan/Feb}

-Co-Curricular Activities { CCA?????! No such thing for us ?}

-Community Service {Didn't heard of it/never come across in this school}

2010-05-17T17:05:00.004+08:00

People ,im done with my mid-year exam ! Feeling kinda relaxing now .But hell not to be totally relaxing, i will be lazy if i did .
& and for the last saturday , went to watch The Back up Plan with my honey . & he saved $10 becos he has a free movie pass from my brother(not really free ,becos he exchanged something with him in return) . I seriously doesn't like the idea of visiting the cinema at Cathay, becos the seats are kinda sucky compared to GV . "Couple seat" at Cathay are limited , whereas for GV , all the arm-rests can be held up to make it into a "couple seat". Prices at Cathay during weekends are actually the same as GV , close to 10bucks. But the good thing about Cathay is that ,there's student price during weekdays for us at only $6 , and of cos we would prefer to head for a cheaper price . If it wasn't for that free movie pass ,we would have gone to GV cos it was a Saturday .
Okay , back to the movie . Okay ,im really bad at commenting stuff like this ,all I could say is , it is really an entertaining and hilarious movie . One of the movies which makes me laughed alot .& you know ,its a romance movie , so its totally my thing !
So probably the next movie i wanna watch is Sex And The City 2 .. Because its a romance movie ! But maybe only I guess, gonna see how is it first .

Okay .. as for today ,reached home early today after my last paper of the term !
Online for awhile and chat with my dearest boyf ! & received a sms from Adeline ,asking me to accompany her to the AirAsia to buy air ticket . She's returning bck tml to Jakata . oh miss her ! Wont be seeing her till next monday After buying ticket , went to Suntec Etude House to buy some cosmetics . We had a member card which is so small and in PINK , cute , entitled to 7% discounts only for each purchase when presented .Gave th card to her ,and i took the free gift which is a BB cream instead . Accompany her to Subway to buy a meal and then headed back home ..

Did a quiz from UWeekly magazine . The results say this about me :

你是个十分理性的人，不会随着环境随波逐流。

你总是能冷静的提出客观的意见，所以朋友遇到困难常常喜欢请教你的意见。

但你过于保护自我，且会压抑你的情绪，这让你看起来有点严肃和难以接近。如果你多敞开心胸。也许你会发现生活中有更多乐趣唷。

Its so true ,thad's why ppl always thought im a person who's not good to mix around , perhaps the feelings i gave to ppl is really thad im serious . But actually im not that unfriendly . It seems thad I always give ppl false impression D:

2010-05-12T15:05:00.003+08:00

Im feeling so f*king pissed off today with many things and everything . Firstly , wtf is wrong with f*king people ? Just becos you are f*king lazy to f*king mark th f*king exam scripts,you f*king give the damn answer schemes attached right behind our exam question paper. Whatcha mean by that ?Expect us to f*king copy th answer from th answer and minimise ur pressure of marking our papers ???!! You damn ass, let me ask you ,whad's th point of taking th f*king exam when there are answers ??!?! If thad's th case , then pls ask us in advance to NOT to study becos we have a oh-so nice and great teacher preparing th damn answer for us for letting us to score As . HOW NICE. Do you know it is so f*king unfair for ppl like me to study like a female COWW when there's actually answer especially for lazy ppl like you to get marks they arent supposed to get ? You-are-an-asshole. You don't even fit a single bit to be a teacher . I had enough of y O U!!! Stop wearing that tarzan shoes to make yourself to look like what ? A homo idiot? Gosh .

& next thing ,why do some ppl having friends jus to f*king make use another one and not even contributing to the damn 'friendship' ??? Its fine when u don contribute but why are you mentioning hurtful stuffs like always when you know your 'friend' doesnt even like to hear at all ?Hello ?????!!! I kept quiet doesnt mean I can tolerate your bloody nonsence. Actually im alrdy vy patient compared to th old me . So better know what are you doing .I love to help friends ,if you have no any shame or initiative in returning favour ,its fine(i don expect anyway) but at least know your limits la .MY GOD . I have been tolerate all these crap for several months alrdy ,and nothing seems to be improving in you and i feeling so sorry for you if you still arent going to work hard for yourself, becos at the end of th day , im not th one who die . And stop acting blur when im refering to you . Im sure you are not dumb .

2010-05-06T16:36:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 10 MONTHS ANNIVERSARY,亲爱的。

Im so happy that we have come to this far together . Well ,even though it might be just 10 months , but we'd gone through many things,ups and downs .
Sometimes I might be very mad at you over certain things ,but I just can't bear to ignore you for so long, it hurts me .. becos I love you .
It might be a good or bad thing(no,its not bad at all) to be with you, but i'd never regret it . We broke up once in our lifes ,and that makes our love even stronger than anything else in this world and will not repeat it anymore .

Some people told me ,guys are th same,they will move their heart to someone else if they get sick and tired over the girl they used to 'love' . Well, I was feeling scared when I heard this ,but i still choose to believe you, accepting and believing your promises .I know you will never fail me .I know you are the one who will be faithful ,who is willing to work hard for our future, who dote and love me . You'd proved to be for this whole of 10months, and I know you will always be .=)

2010-05-02T11:40:00.000+08:00

Ok shall summarise abt ytd ..
Went out with dear ytd and spent time tgt .. Watched Iron Man 2 at Plaza Sing, he wanted to watch thad movie since long time ago .. But the movie doesn't turns out to be nice. Dear was disappointing ! D:
In my opinion , the action show failed to have more action/fighting going on , instead there were more talking which was so boring . I almost fall aslp . =/
But I love th feeling of dear hugging me there :DD haa

After th movie ,bought 2 t-shirts from This Fashion then took MRT to Bugis and went for an eye check at Paris Miki. Had a tiff with him before thad actually , but don't bear to be angry with him for sucha long time ...as long as he change himself , i will definately forgive him , becos i love him ..

& had dinner at Carls Junior .. Its been a long time since I last had the Chilli Fries there , it's really fulfilling . Thanks dear for th meal !=)

Dear is working today .. Miss him very much .. Gonna meet him tml .

2010-04-25T13:10:00.004+08:00

NEW DESIRE ! T Series DSC !

The screen .

Anyway people , i'd changed my hp number . So take note ! Do not call to my old number , my mum will be using it .LOL
& dear ...
I miss you ,even after each quarrel ..

2010-04-22T20:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY 19TH BIRTHDAY !

Yesterday was his 19th birthday .. Went TP and looked for him .. Happy when saw himmmm :DD

Gave him a green jacket from Topman as his birthday present . hehe , glad to know that he love it . I know he doesnt have a long sleeve jacket, and he could use it when he's in the lab or anywhere else when im not there for him to hug =/

& treated him dinner at Japanese Village ..

I love him i love him i love him i love him

I love him i love him i love him i love him
I love him i love him i love him i love him

I love him i love him i love him i love him
I love him i love him i love him i love him
I love him i love him i love him i love him
I love him i love him i love him i love him

I love him i love him i love him i love him

2010-04-18T23:25:00.002+08:00

The worse thing thing could happen in MY relationship is to have my boyfriend doubting me , not believing me for what I said. Like what for I telling bullshit? I gain nothing ! What I definately feel now is , YOUR POKER CARDS are oh so important to you . Even if I touch it , I can sense you are afraid i will damage it . oh pls ... as if i will...Its really upsetting you know boy .

It seems like all the quarrels we will ever had is mostly regarding your cards , your hobby and my jealousy . Fine . From now on , I WILL NOT mention any single thing about your cardsssss.. Even if you were to mention it , i will jus keep my mouth shut and listen. Even if you were to play with it every single second , i will jus let it be then . Even if you wanna spend your money on your cards , i will not interfere .

Seriously , having someone to doubt you , not believing you is really suck . Furthermore , he's my boyfriend !!!!!

2010-04-14T20:24:00.013+08:00

Joan & Remy

Stop bullying me , I tell you ! =p

Dear treated me this from Aston for dinner on Sunday . Wonder why the beans there are bitter . But overall , it's still nice .

Today is Wednesday .2 more days in seeing him ! That's freaking long since the day i last met him which is on Sunday. I just love seeing him .. He's amazing & I just can't wait for Friday . We will be spending more time together this coming weekend . Happppppppy ..

I just wanna treasure those time that we can have together .

Anyway went to the arcade with mates after lunch today . Played the Jukebeat( I think that's the name?) Its really fun . Gonna try it again somedays . & on Monday , I finally gotten a bday present for my hubby ! hehe, not going to reveal it until the 21st April !

Ya know , the feelings of searching presents for ur love is really great . You put in your heart and soul while looking for a suitable and nice one . Well , I think he will likes it no matter what I give him ! Because its from me :D

& Thank you dear for pampering by buying that pretty tube dress for me ,hehe . But don't do that too often , or else i will be spoilt . hahahahaa

This is the dress he bought for me !He forced to buy it for me LOL

Funny ,but its true :D

2010-04-10T21:20:00.002+08:00

Had an urge to ask friend out today for a hang out, and follow by looking for my hubby at his cafe . But im so not feeling well today the attire day, so stayed at home and rest and complete my homeworks .
Now , im waiting for hubby to be back home so I could chat with him through the msn.
I'd just started to watch 败犬女王, the starting of the drama has been funny already .

2010-04-07T21:58:00.003+08:00

Ytd was Remy and my 9 months anniversary .. Didn't have the time to celebrate it . But still , he came and look for me at yck after my night class . Anyway, im in sucha bad mood now , feeling very exhausted suddenly today,especially after doing my art.. Tmr is thursday alrdy , and seriously i hate thurs the most becos there's 3 periods of art lesson, which is so draggy. Can't wait to finish my O lvl ..

Im waiting for him to get bck home ..

2010-04-05T16:45:00.006+08:00

Ethan 阮經天! CUTE + HOT !

Like ever since i'd watched 命中 , i had started to fall in love with him~

Well .. Not that relationship type of love of cos .. Just can't resist in admiring him for his charm .hahaa .

& probably after my exams , i will catch 敗犬女王 which he is aso the lead actor i think. :D

:DD

帅帅帅

Cute with specs tho

& MONGA is coming out !!! Im so gonna support it becos 小天 is acting in it ! God..

I think, that is his first time firming in a movie .

15 APRIL 2010 !

2010-04-04T18:44:00.003+08:00

I had a 3-days break . & went out with dear on Friday which was a public holiday . Wanted to have buffet at Sakae Sushi in Junction 8 ,but sadly , there's no buffet during public holiday , sucky .

It was a really a crowded day man .. In th end , we decided to go to PastaMania instead .

So after the lunch there at PM , walk around th mall . Arcade was seriously crowded with families inside .. & its really annoying to have crowds around ..

& to cut short , dinner at QQ Noodle House at Bugis .It is known that the noodles there are nice ,so gave it a try .I ate Mee Pok ,and its really nice BUT they had overpriced it . Freaking $5 with a small bowl of dry Mee Pok .

Went home at around 10pm~ That was my day with dear ..Looking forward to the next day i see him.

Snap 1 , NO SMILE !!!

Snap 2 , slighty better . =)

& went to Orchard Ion ytd with Lin . Was looking for our stuffs , but too bad , none of the item catches our eyes.. Left Orchard at 6.30pm and travelled to Bedok and looked for hubby =)

Love him .

2010-04-01T16:50:00.003+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOL !

Well .. Went to school as usual, and like I hate Thursday the most , cos i've to attend 3 full periods of ART which is like always boring~ I would rather have 3 periods of POA . Becos I really do love POA !Rocks . I did'nt know i've got the ability to do well in accounts actually , its like I got 94 marks for last term exam ! Really overjoyed . If I knew so, I would have taken accounts instead during my secondary school days ..
It is so much fun . hehe .. okay , back to the topic. I really hate art >.> I have no talent in drawing , no talent in designing , no talent in exploring . hahahaa , but insisted to take it still , becos it can pass me easily .

& well, well . Anyway, April is a special month , as my boyfriend's bday falls on this month ! And simply have no idea what to get for him for birthday. Its really hard to get birthday present for guys ! You have to agree with me . Its not like girls , you can give them almost everything , from cute stuffs to jewelleries to bags to cosmetics to flowers to sexy lingeries .. ops Just kidding xD but for guys , its really hard to get them appropriate stuffs .
About 2-3 weeks to his bday , I hope i got something decent and things he likes .
Probably going to hang out with Adeline during the weekend ,and maybe I can find something nice for him .
He's off tml ,shall hang out with my hubby ^^
I mus go out with him no matter what .. The chance of meeting him comes no easy.

Weee , I jus fooled some ppl today becos of April fool , that's so fun. =/

2010-03-31T21:16:00.002+08:00

I hate this .. I hate being alone..Load of homeworks again for the coming weekend.
Tests are all coming up,but we were just bck from holiday like last week only?This is hell , but im enduring, I can never give up half way this time round . The maximum I can do now is jus rant and rant and rant . I must finish my O no matter what tho ..

& im still not done with reading Gossip Girls, i cant wait to finish it , I wanna go to the next book of GG.

Tml is the 1st April ! It was not a big deal to me actually, but eventually its a memorable moment after thad day last year, the one I mentioned it from my last post .

YES! he's on th phone with me now ..

2010-03-28T21:04:00.003+08:00

今天的心情好多了，不再想哭了。收到朋友们的简讯，都在安抚我，更感到欣慰。呵呵。。。 Anyway..there will be another holiday again on this coming Friday because its Good Friday.. Good and bad in a way . Will be staying at home again almost doing nothing fruitful besides homework and studying, its not like i can spend time with him .
Well ..well .

April's Fool day reminds me of last year's one . Hehe .. Me and him were still friends then,I had a strong feeling that he likes me even though he haven't confess to me yet . So decided to test him like I always like to test people especially my own BF ! & smsed him "hey , I injured myself, it hurts ! D: " Trying to be curious about how will he react . " OMG ??! what happen? Are you okay?!! D: " hehehe thad's his reaction , how cute was thad . . & find it funny and giggled ,so I replied him " hahaha HAPPY APRIL'S FOOL !" & he's like "oh lol , funny . You scare me , you know (= "

2010-03-27T17:55:00.004+08:00

I was feeling super upset yesterday night, i needed a shoulder to cry on. Ending up crying on my boaster instead ,in th middle of the night. When something you couldn't accept with happened , you will feel as if it is the end of the world . Wonder if anybody feels the same before .It sounds over-reacting,but that's the real feeling that I encountered twice in my life . They feel equally the same. But once you found a shoulder to lean on and count on it , you are saved .Until now , I feel so troubled till I can just die on the spot. Im not over-reacting, it is heartbreaking and is a very serious matter to me after getting to know it ,it may be disheartening to any girls out there if sucha thing they come across , provided they care . So.. ended up approaching my friends ..They comforted me when im down.. Thanks . That's what friends are for .
Of course , I didn't really tell them what happen, this is a kind of privacy , I wouldn't spill it out , but eventually let them know that im too too sad/disappointed/upset/feeling useless etc etc etc.

& I really don't know what should I be at home. To be obviously sad and cry all day and night? Not possible . I wouldn't want my parents to pressure me into voicing out my problems, they can't solve it anyway .& eventually , acted like im happy since I woke up this morning .眼泪往自己的肚子里吞好辛苦。这件看似简单的一个问题，带来更多的问号，更多可能会发生的事情。因为这问题和有可能发生的事有关系。如一个不小心，新的问题会又产生。那就不仅仅成了大问题，一点都不简单嘛！
我经常都向往往远处边界着想，把有可能会发生的事都当作会发生似的，让心里有点准备。这就是我咯，不希望等到真的发生之后，才措手不及。所以一点小事就紧张，让大家以为我很大惊小怪，莫名其妙，小气鬼一个。

2010-03-24T21:52:00.004+08:00

Time passes very fast, and soon it will be April. & within this 3 months in school ,i'd since been very busy like a cow D: Homework,homework & homework, if the day happens to have no homework, i will be end up doing my own assessments for practising ,looking through notes or read a book. Reading books help to relieve my stress . Whatever it is ,im still glad that most of my collegues from Winter Time still do rmb me and contacted me or leaving msges in facebook or msn. Its like , im really sensitive about such thing and got really happy over it. Because to speak the truth , I seldom have friends who will rmb me .. I do really appreaciate their concerns . But the sad thing is , I won't have the time for them now for meeting up again since Im so busy with schoolwork.

Btw , my boyfriend is so sweet. Keep on insisting on bringing me to the doctor for a health check after knowing me im feeling sick yesterday . But even though im feeling better now ,he's still insisting ..Seeee ! You should agree he is sweeeeeet and super caring .. im so lucky baby ..

2010-03-21T15:43:00.004+08:00

Another random day .. Sunday .. It doesn't make any different to me ,because here i am staying at home, almost not doing anything meaningful today ,{except to read a book , Gossip Girl (which i borrowed it yesterday at Bedok library, & don't wish to read up the whole book all at once), & do some housework as usual} As days go pass, my weekend doesn't seems like a weekend.I don't get to hang out that often anymore. Thinking back ,I really did wasted alot of my time outside when I was at the age of 14-16.
Doing nothing really important, but to hang out like most teenagers will do. 2 freaking years ,I could have spent most of my time studying like any other good students. Instead of skipping school ,classes,activities and not doing my school work seriously, I could do better.
Like what my boyfriend always tell me whenever I brought that incident up ,“只要自己知道犯了什么错或做错了什么选择，再从错误中学习/纠正过来，即时耽误了时间也没关系。”It means ,"Sometimes , its alright to take the wrong path(making the wrong decision),provided you'd realised what has gone wrong and willing to make a change ." Im not sure if that is the exact sentence he said,but it is of the same meaning,so yeah . I'd often forgotten the moral behind it and become pessimistic all over, but he will never fail to say that to me again. His word cheers me on. It is indeed a vulnerable lesson that not any other person can learn from.

I don't know why im writing these, just maybe because when you're alone , many things come up in mind.

Anyway ,he's a really 101% best boyfriend ever. He'd never abandon me to be alone,never lie to me , never abuse me,never doubt me ,do things to please me & always do his verrrrrrrry best to make me happy. But I doubted myself that am I even good for him. So .. I told him my feelings yesterday, and his consoles make me smile all the way . HAHAHA .
Im so fortunate to have him !!! I love him to the max . Im so not sick to keep on saying this,because all the words I typed here are base on how I feel in my heart.
I can't possibly typed things which are not true right ,then what's the point of having a blog. > :D

I have the urge to find him every single day , but I really can't do it. Because my parents have this thinking that, going out twice or even once every week is already TOO MUCH . So , in order to make things peaceful , I have to control and know my limit. & boyfriend's next off day is on Friday,no choice but to endure it D:
我知道我们的感情绝对是经得起时间的考验的,但心里难免还会觉得难过。

Forgot to add that , Honey ! The spaghetti you cooked for me yesterday was really nice and yummy ! :D

2010-03-17T18:07:00.006+08:00

oh no , im having a serious love sick again.. 没有他在身边真的，真的很不自在。就算让自己忙些事情，看点书和杂志，满脑子所浮现的影子还是他。。。不知道没有我在他身边，他会过得如何？是否有填饱自己的肚子后才工作呢？和同事们相处得愉快吗？难得他这人性格乐观，还蛮开朗的又幽默，和大家一定相处得融洽吧！谁会拒绝一个可以把欢笑带给大家的开心果呢？也就凭他这个优点，总是在我赌气的时候，逗我开心。虽然有时没有明显地把笑容挂在嘴边，但心里觉得很庆幸有这么一个宽容的情人。就因为他的宽容，才能包容我的野蛮性格，才能这么潇洒地把笑容戴在我脸上。

hmm.. 我是否已经爱了他太深太深了？我们昨晚才见面，这么快就想见他，这么想念他了啊！还是我不甘寂寞？不，因为我从来没有这个感觉过，从来就没有这么紧张过一个人。以前的我和现在的我还是一样，还是爱面子，还是那个野蛮女友（也许有爸的遗传基因吧！哈哈）但对情人的情感却有显然不同。你们不是我，是不明白我心里怎么想的，不知道没有他在身边我的心有如何针扎。情感的事情很难说个明白。

他实在太完美了，完美到我不知道要怎么批评他。虽然他有时惹我生气，但只是芝麻绿豆的事儿罢了，没什么大不了。我终于明白这个道理“当你真的爱一个人时，你在他身上找不到任何缺点。”起初我还未付出真感情，因为我害怕我会又再次受到伤害，我不想再重蹈同一个情景，不想再打开复原好的伤口。但现在我可以放心了。虽然我们在一起只是短短的八个多月，但我相信他，因为他值得我的信任。

他为我做的事情实在很多，无论我遇到什么困难，他都挺身而出，我真的很感动。我要的，他给我。我吵的，他让我。我还能怨言些什么呢？
就好比如，我每个礼拜二，都得到杨厝港的一所中学上夜课，由于离我家很远，回到家已经很迟了。因为担心我的安危，他放完工后，马上从勿洛赶去杨厝港接我。我告诉他，其实我可以直接让我爸从lavender地铁站接我回的，何必麻烦自己呢。但他一直坚持要亲自接我。。。你们说怎么能不打动我呢？？

我爱你 Jia Jun :D你是最棒的！^^

2010-03-14T18:34:00.005+08:00

Its th school holiday now , for 1 week . But it doesnt seem fun . Load of homeworks , especially there's art homework which we have to finish th preparatory work , sick of it . & then I can't even meet my dear . Becos of his working schedule ,argh . I hate tis .. When I went to meet him ytd at th cafe , he gave me tis ..

PIGLET ! SO CUTE !

He knew I love it when i keep on saying how cute it is th other day we saw at some shop , and he went to get it . Even tho , its not th one which is exactly th same which I saw thad time , I still love it . Thanks dear . I love you .

2010-03-06T17:20:00.011+08:00

HAPPY 8MONTHS,DEAR!

***Its th 6th again ... & I want to say thad ,Thanks for always being there when i needed you,Thanks for giving in to me when we were quarrelling , and we eventually become closer. & most imptly .. I love you . You are th one who make me believe in love againn..

Ytd, went to his work place and find him at arnd 5pm . & were sitting there waiting for him to finish his work for a few hours . hehee , actually to be honest , I really enjoy in watching him working . He is always so amazing , and being a gentleman in volunteering to help his collegue . 我看他工作看得入神了，连手上捧着的书都忘了该继续读下去。I admire him even more =) Suddenly feel thad he shld be th guy who i can rely on in th future .

& dear made me cheesy fries, ice cream & lasagne :D so sweet of him . & brownie somemore , but i was too full already , so didnt have it , he ate it instead . Its all my fav food !

Waiting for him to finish work...

2010-02-28T20:57:00.002+08:00

Im feeling so lonely now . & pissed off by my father th whole attire day . argh . Spouting nonsence which trying to scare me .
& dear will be starting his new full-time job somewhere at bedok ...& only off once a week ,thad means thad i wont be able to see him thad often anymore D: Thad's vy sad .. Well , i will look forward to th day when im able to see you ,hun . He will end his job arnd April , then go for Poly attachment for a few months ,which aso requires most of his time .. & vy soon ,he will be going for army next year D: I hope we could celebrate our 2 yrs anni next year before u go into th army . I love u so much baby .. I will be waiting patiently for you while u are going through all these .

2010-02-15T21:59:00.012+08:00

Happy CNY everyone ! 新年快乐！

Ytd was th 1st day of CNY and aso valentine's day .So,went out with dear , was a really enjoyable day ytd . He came my hse and fetched me and wanted to watch movie at Plaza Sing , but th tix was selling vy fast . So went to Cineleisure Cathay , but they'd left with only 2 seats at th vy front row ,which like no , i wouldnt take sucha seat ,my neck will ache definately . So.. ended up didnt watch , and went to Kbox instead ! The treat was on me ! & singing session lasted for 3 hrs .

After kbox , went to Clarke Quay and had dinner there at BK , and soon it was night time .. We stroll along th river and wanted to go for a drink at some pub there , but like it's somehow expensive , so we jus bought whiskey from some convenience store . lol . Well , ytd was really a nice day .. I love it .

Of cos we bought gifts for each other , and had received in advance . Dear bought me couple ring , whereas i gave him a frame with both of us in th photo (= Glad thad he love it alot :D

Im deeply in love with you ..

You were my first love in my life , and shall be th last .

2010-02-07T13:22:00.011+08:00

I love ur charming smile .

Our anniversary..

Ytd was our 7th months anniversary :DD We went to The Wallet Shop first for dear's job interview .. He's looking for a new full-time job so urgently and needed it so badly , so hope he will got shortlisted .

After th interview and lunch , we went to De Silver @313 to buy our couple rings .. Dear mus be feeling heart pain, but refuse to admit,its okay dear, tell me ur feelings :) .. But at th same time i know dear wants to get them long ago . Thank you dear,you have been so nice to me.

You took great care of me ytd when i was feeling sick with sore throat . Appreaciate ur effort u put in th relationship .

Okay , anyway we going to collect th ring either tml or next day . It is still not ready for collection , im so looking forward to wear it on, because it is from you^^

EDITED..

My dear's video , he's sucha pro in magic .

2010-01-12T22:19:00.003+08:00

I had always want to blog since last week , with photos .
BUT i just can't upload them at blogger ! Suckk. So I don't know when can i regain my blog bck . I don't want my blog to be too wordy , so probably i will blog only if i can put up photos again..
So .. been schooling since last week . Pretty well over at th sch . & guess whad ! My dearest girlfriend Shiqi ,admitted to th same sch as me , same class somemore . haha
Classmates there are nice and friendly as well , tchers and schwork . So doesnt have to worry abt anything .
& thanks to ppl who actually volunteer to help me in my work and stuffs, especially my dear ! He mus have been vy patient when teaching me Maths . 我是个数学白痴. hahahaa

2010-01-01T14:03:00.002+08:00

Happy New year !

Send away th bad and welcoming th better in 2010 ! Too many things had happen in 09', good and bad . Thad's past and everything will be better ahead :D

Ytd was my last day of contract at Winter Time . I will still continue to work during weekends as a part timer,unless i found a new part time job with a better pay and a more flexible working hours . & well i wasted alot of my time during 2009 , i will make my time wisely in 2010 ! My school will be starting very soon on tis coming Monday ,at some private school near bugis area . And hopefully i will pass my O lvl at th end of th year and then get into Ngee Ann poly next year . Im so don't wan to lose out .
Dear will be my tutor for maths ah ! I love you so so much .

** Cut my hair short already ! hahaha

2009-12-27T02:29:00.014+08:00

23th Dec 09;Wednesday

Went Far East to exchange th size of my jeans thad day . & then ended up shopping at Orchard as well .Bought school bag from Zinc , shoes ,wallet etc . It was a great day spending time with dear shopping.Bought lots of stuffs thad day , and poor dear have to carry them for me =/ Despite thad, he nvr complains..

24th Dec 09;Thursday

It was my off during Christmas Eve ..Over slept on thad day ,so we met up late at Tampines .. Ate Japanese Village,finally was my treat ! Then went to buy present for dear's bro and his wife for th housewarming . Walk to their hse after thad ..

25th Dec 09 ;Friday (CHRISTMAS ! )

Th staffs from CP Winter Time went to Xing Wang Cafe and had dinner .(except Rui Qi) Dear joined in as well..

Rui Qi !

**I don't want to quarrel... =(

2009-12-23T00:33:00.004+08:00

Tml is my off ! & aso during Christmas eve :D I can spend more time tgt with dear again . Happy happy ~

Love tis photo ! Uncle Lee is so cute and funny .

2009-12-21T01:30:00.006+08:00

我的十七岁生日刚在十二月十六号，和最爱的男友度过。

像往年一样，虽然没有什么特别庆祝，但如有喜欢/爱的人陪着自己度过最重要的一天，那是非比无常的可贵。很期待往后的生日，有你陪在我身边为我庆生。只要这一天一直能保留着，心愿就已达成，也就是送给我的最佳礼物。

Only you who can really make me feel pampered and happy .

oh . We went to Orchard on thad day anyway =) & visited th new mall,313@Somerset . Love th Forever21 there . & I wan th Zinc bag ! my god .

2009-12-03T02:09:00.008+08:00

Well . As usual , spent time with hun during my off on mon . Went Plaza Sing and had this PepperLunch at th food court . Sliced Beef set for myself , and some steak's for dear . Even tho i love beef , i don like to eat steak usually becos i'd always think its too chewy for me ..But love th steak there th moment i tried his share .Funny ah ..

and saw tis bear i like ..

and guess whad ...dear specially went to buy it for me jus now !! & he slipped th bear inside bag secretly when i passed my bag to him after my work.. and when i opened , saw it inside !SO CUTE AND PRETTY ! It is my most favourite soft toy :D

Dear bully me ! =/

Alamak, i canot even upload th rest of th photos . Shall continue tml , sleepy already . Night !

Miss him .

2009-11-30T01:42:00.005+08:00

Been doing OT after work these few days . Tired you know . Finally , i can spend time with dear tml.

Look like some fatso here.

2009-11-25T01:21:00.002+08:00

Went for a check up with mum in th noon then took mrt from Little India to Tampines to look for dear . =) IT WAS MY TURN TO FETCH DEAR FROM HIS SCHOOL! Walk bck to his house tgt and watched some videos of Mr Bean . Hillarious but lame aso . Dear bursted out laughing loudly continously . lol .
Then went to do facial at abt 7pm . My god , th process was torturous with them squeezing out all th black and white head . I can almost faint pls . But th cream mask was nice, cooling . At least , now my face feels clean and hydrate , just thad i've to wait for a few days for th red spot to disappear D: & poor dear , he waited for 2hrs for me to finish my facial . Feeling guilty , I always make him wait for me for so long .
Off tml again ..

2009-11-24T00:46:00.016+08:00

Photos for last Mon,16 Nov 09 . =)

I've sucha lousy mood today . Many things i've to worry abt . & 1 of our collegues left th company , and Charlene is leaving as well , today was th last day i see her . So sad .. I will miss them =) Enjoy working with them , had fun during those days when we were not busy in th shop . I will always feel so emotional when it comes to this .

For now , I can jus pray thad Shermaine & Jacqueline won't leave until th end of Dec when all of our contracts end .

Okay .. love sick again ! I miss him ALOT ,& i mean really alot . Ytd , i was feeling so guilty for dear . He waited for me since like 8pm to finish work , but i have OT till 11pm . Guilty but at th same time feeling moved by him .

Me and honey=D

PAID MY SCHOOL FIRST INSTALMENT OF SCHOOL FEES ! LOOKING FORWARD TO SCHOOL START :D

2009-11-17T01:05:00.005+08:00

WEEEE !!! Im so happy today :DD
Spent th whole day with dear at Vivo . Then lunch at this Ramen Ten at habourfront centre . Our favourite UNAGI ! Expensive even tho its already a promotion meal . So thanks dear alot for th meal .. oh .. speaking of food , im hungry now again =/
Im always hungry . Wonder if dear can stand feeding me or not forever =l
LOL .
& we tried this vy nice stuff from BakerZin, Macoron . It's jus too nice , yummy ! Especially th raspberry's . Heaven ! hahaa .

Time passed, so fast again . Then dinner at habour front food court . I like th ayam stingray there dear ! Delicious meal . nice nice .. Okay , we were all abt food =/
oh .. then bused bck to lavender after dinner . Spend quality time tgt :D Okay , past few days were having bad mood becos of some stupid ppl . Luckily , i've got him by my side , supporting and cheering me up . 1 short sms will jus keep me going for th entire day . LOVE HIM !

"Im born to love u.Share our thoughts no matter gd or bad.U r my dear,tats all that matters"- Remy . So sweet of him ..

Damn blogger , th photo uploader is not even moving .. Shall upload them again th next time .

2009-11-11T01:04:00.003+08:00

I was sick last week .& dear actually went to buy herbal tea and brought medicine and travel all th way from tampines to orchard jus to pass it to me when i was working on Sunday . I felt so moved . Even tho thad day was simply busy in th shop and already was feeling agitated, but it nvr fail to lift up my day after seeing him and being such a sweet boyfr . I've got a harsh to hug him tight straight , but i can't becos i was working . So i waited for the following day in meeting him during my off .

It has been 4 yrs since i first know him . Well , we were kids then =/ But we are big kids now so perhaps we've had learned how to treasure . We celebrated my 13th bday in th past, even tho its not some big party , Im still treasuring and not forgetting th memories . This year , Im gonna celebrate my 17th bday with you in a month time . Im sure i will enjoy myself very much . I love you :)

2009-10-30T00:34:00.003+08:00

Went to dear's sch and meet him up . Had lunch over there .. Spend few hrs with him , then went home . I miss him to th max man .. my god ..

& today went bro's sch and collect his report book . Okay , glad thad he's able to promote to a better stream next year . So i promised to buy something for him ...Wonder whad to buy now . & super angry can , everyone in his class thought thad im his mum , whad th hell man . I can't stand ppl call me Auntie when im like so young pls .Like hello ? Are they blind ??!?!?! I jus cant understand why , ppl keep calling me 'auntie' these days .Did I grow old ? Maybe I can go take Botox . Nah , jus kidding .

Somebody told me he saw me today .. Pls , if you are reading tis , DO NOT tell me thad u ever saw me again , you are scaring me . For now , Im in love with JiaJun ..

I miss him like crazy ..

I miss youuuuu! See you tml :D

2009-10-26T22:46:00.008+08:00

Didn't online for like a week already . Work & work & work like bees . Totally feel exhausted after returning bck from work .

But glad thad im still be able to see my dearest bf sometimes when he comes and fetch me from work .. Spent time with him at home today for abt 4 hrs, then off he left for work after thad . Watched Night At The Musuem 2 tgt . Sucha hilarious and interesting movie . oh , and jus injured my leg ytd during work, but got better now .

Photos taken a week ago

Honey looked cute here :D

Thanks for being there for me when i needed you, hearing my day at work and problems out , or in fact OUR problems . During th process of every relationships, there will be obstacles be it a light or tough one , i believe you and I will faces it . Compromises are impt , i agree ..Whad it takes ,are our determination and most imptly, our love ,when problems arises..

ooo.. and saw something,"The things girls love but won't ask for" jus now over some forum site .. I was bored alone here .

1. Touch her waist.

2. Actually talk to her.

3. Share secrets with her.

4. Give her your jacket.

5. Kiss her slowly.

6. Hug her.

7. Hold her.

8. Laugh with her.

9. Invite her somewhere.

10. Hangout with her and your friends together.

11. Smile with her.

12. Take pictures with her.

13. Pull her onto your lap.

14. When she says she loves you more, deny it. Fight back.

15. When her friends say i love her more than you, deny it. fight back and hug her tight so she can't get to her friends. it makes her feel loved.

Are you thinking of someone?

16. Always hug her and say I love you whenever you see her.

17. Kiss her unexpectedly.

18. Hug her from behind around the waist. (I love being hugged from behind :D )

19. Tell her she's beautiful.

20. Tell her the way you feel about her.

21. Open doors for her, walk her to her car- it makes her feel protected, plus it never hurts to act like a gentleman.

22. Tell her she's your everything - only if you mean it.

23. If it seems like there is something wrong, ask her- if she denies something being wrong, it means SHE DOESN'T WANT TO TALK ABOUT IT- so just hug her

24. Make her feel loved.

25. kiss her in front of OTHER girls you know!!!!*

26. don't lie to HER.*

27. DON'T cheat on her.*

28. take her ANYWHERE she wants

29. txt messege or call her in the morning and tell her have a good day at work {or school}, and how much you MISS her.

30. be there for her when ever she needs you, & even when she doesn't need you, just be there so she'll know that she can ALWAYS count on you.*

31. Hold her close when she's cold so she can hold YOU too.

32. When you are ALONE hold her close and kiss her.*

33. Kiss her on the CHEEK; (it will give her the hint that you want to kiss her).*

34. While in the movies, put your arm around her and then she will automatically put her head on your shoulder, then lean in and tilt her chin up and kiss her LIGHTLY.

35. Dont EVER tell her to leave even jokingly or act like you're mad. If shes upset, comfort her.

36. When people DISS her, stand up for her.* (This is sweet)

37. Look deep into her EYES and tell her you love her.*

38. Lay down under the STARS and put her head on your chest so she can listen to the steady beat of your heart, Link your fingers together while you whisper to her as she rests her eyes and listens to you.

39. When walking next to each other grab her HAND.*

40. When you hug her HOLD her in your arms as long as possible*

41. Call or text her at night to wish her SWEET DREAMS*

42. COMFORT her when she cries and wipe away her tears.*

43. Take her for LONG walks at night.

44. ALWAYS Remind her how much you love her.*

2009-10-17T00:17:00.001+08:00

Camwhored outside th shop early in th morning .LOL.

I miss you..Because I love you..

2009-10-16T00:16:00.004+08:00

Dear came and look for me during my break for dinner today =)
During my break time ... Dont mistaken ! I never sneak out during my working hours , im a good girl ^^ =/

Rose from him..

2009-10-15T00:00:00.009+08:00

Got 2 off days . & th first day , went Marina for a movie with dear , April Bride . Boring at th front part , kind of draggy . But it was touching at th ending .. My god.

Dear and me :D

Day always seem short with him ,especially a day with movie . Super short ...

Then today went bugis with him for only 4 hrs , shorter than ytd . We shopped for our clothes , but i cant find th top i like . SO SADDDD =(

Then dear bought 2 tops & a bermudas . Nice nice... We have good taste xD

Omg .. dear jus did something which made me moved again . So sweeeet of him .

Too sweet till i can strike with diabeties .. okay , CHOY touchwood**

hahaha

Okay , below will be all my camwhored photos =/

Saw th head im wearing inside th photo ? Dear bought thad for me =) So cute right !!!

I love it ,thanks dear ..

Work tml ! & dear is fetching me again !

2009-10-09T23:57:00.011+08:00

Didn't online these few days, was feeling exhausted . So shall update today .

061009 was our 3rd month . & dear came and fetched me from work .. ooo .. so when i reached home , he blind folded me and brought me to my bedroom and when i opened my eyes, i saw this on my bed !

Cute right !ewww, he's so sweeeeet .. I didn't know he will prepared such thing for me , got touched and really really really appreaciate th effort he put in . This is my very first time to receive such suprise from someone who appreaciate and love me . You know , i almost teared,but i controlled of cos =/

Th card which is placed with th flowers..

Okay , then th next day was my off day(07/10/09),went orchard with dear and shop for my long jeans ,then stroll arnd ..

I like tis photo :D

My fav snack !

& got our uniform today but they forgotten to bring mine -.-" , look so ugly can . But no

choice ..

I miss you once again ...

2009-10-01T01:26:00.002+08:00

Its been awhile since my last update,again. During my previous off day , went to Jap Village and had Sushi . Then went to dear's hse and watch 'Ghost of Girlfriend's Past',funny movie . Enjoyed it with dear . After movie , went to his work place and ate fries then walked to th malls . Bus-ed home! (1hr ride)
& now i missed him alot already ! & dear , i promise to stick with you like a hot glue huh ! hahaa

Alright , today went for dinner at Cineleisure (HK Cafe) after work with collegues ..
Eddy,Charlene,Beth,Weven and me . A treat from Eddy .Super full can, almost canot breathe =/
The last time i ate at HK Cafe is during my last bday . hmm ..
& reached home at 11.35pm .

6 more days to my off day~ & im waiting for uncle Tom to come fast with my pay cheque pls . $$$

2009-09-24T00:21:00.002+08:00

Had a happy day with dear today .. Time always seem short whenever im out with him . So... we went to had our lunch at Marina food court first , then to Suntec .
Enjoyed each other's company there . Dinner at golden mile hawker for claypot rice ! :D Yummy .~ haha , whad a super short summary for today .
oh , there will be a stock take tml , have to reach Winter Time earlier .
Full of thoughts now ..

Am i falling deeply in love with you already?
Im always looking forward in seeing you,
& can't bear to see you leave after you send me home each time .
I love how you look at me and tell me you care and love me .
I love th way you got jealous , jus becos of ME .
I love th way you are treating me sweet .
Each time ,my heart melt ...
You told me you're sry about th past and shld give our present/future a chance, & thankful enough i nvr made th wrong choice .
There's still a long way to go,hopefully by then our love still stay strong .
I miss you ..

2009-09-23T01:04:00.002+08:00

Im happy today again !:DD & my heart melted like an ice cream jus now . =/
Becos after work and was going off , i saw dear jus right outside th shop !
Didn't know abt it before thad , haha .. & dear bought me my fav food and some cute stuffs . Didnt expect thad as well .. Lol .. THANKS DEAR for everything . haha ..
Going out with him tml ~

2009-09-19T23:54:00.002+08:00

Im so happy today thad i'd made some sales :D Tho its not alot , but at least there's some results shown :D
Ytd went to vivo and watch The Time Traveller's Wife with dear .. & dear .. i like thad choco MARSHMELLOW ! thanks ah .. haha
oh and now its already past midnight .So HAPPY 18th BDAY TO YUSHENG,DARREN ! May all ur wishes come true. (=

2009-09-18T00:52:00.003+08:00

Have worked for 4 days already, and tml is my off day which mean i can rest and aso spend time with my dear :DD He's becoming more and more sweet ! I love it ! hahaha =/

sooo , he came to my work place and fetched me from work and bought me 1 of my fav chocolates :D & chocolate donut ... Yummmmy .. Thanks ! haa

Just feeling so sweet and happy today even tho its just an hr or 2 with him .

And , 打死我 aso MUST study well abt th Jackets/sweaters/etc regarding winter wear . I MUST MUST MUST prove thad i can do it ! haha .. Still half way thru ... Finishing soon ~ I better get some sales ..

2009-09-12T17:21:00.003+08:00

hey ! Im bck frm work & finished bathing, i was feeling so sticky and stinky jus now after like half a day work at th warehouse.. Both days were spent working there , easy job but tiring . hahaa . Moving th boxes here and there , climb up and down , counting stocks .. Start work at CP's outlet on coming Mon .. & tml i can rest ! oh and im wondering whether shld i create a private blog for whinning of stuffs and for more of personal stuffs .

In doubt~

2009-09-10T23:41:00.003+08:00

So went out with dear today :D To bugis first and ate my fav nasi lemak at Qi Ji =)
Walk arnd bugis street then illuma . Had ice cream today at .. (i forgotten th name of th shop)Yum yum , th chocolate mint reminds me of After Eight's chocolate ...

Oh,then walked to Suntec and had our dinner there . Sad =( Im hungry again now .
Working tml already . Have to get up early , so i will be sleeping earlier today .

2009-09-10T00:29:00.009+08:00

Joan today .. 090909

Went out with my sayang today! Happy anniversary too :DD Love youu !

We've known each other for like over 2yrs going 3yrs yeah?hahaa
Okay .. and all th best for ur N-lvl :DD Make it to Sec5 ! =/ Even tho i know you still prefer to go Shatec .

Okay , we went Orchard today and visited ION . Many branded shops. I like 1 top from TOPSHOP ! But sadly , there's no size for me . D= Piang~~** Heard my heart shattering into zillion pieces? haha . & M(phosis! Love it . Shall shop again after i work . Ok, don't forget abt my school fees too yeah Joan ! Limit urself :D Yes , i will ,babey .

& ate lunch at Ngee Ann Yoshinoya . & then aso went to this Etude House =)
So crowded inside , hardly can I walk 1cm ,寸步难行. But its okay ,cos we got 2 free masks each .

Minho :D He's handsome,cool . But i don't like him , i prefer ....

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So.. back to th topic . And Shiqi bought Magic Bubble Peeling foam and got a free Lee Minho's poster . okay , then we aso went to Far East to shop and shape my brows .Bought a Skin Enzyme's cream which costed me $68 !!! argh . Then walk all th way to Orchard Central then bck to Cineleisure for dinner . Nice day today with sayang :D Let's go shopping again soooooon~ Loves

My make-up was like smudge today becos of doing brows =(

Found tis at Watson ! I finally found it ! Its a Japanese hair removal sponge which i saw it in XX's video , sounds amazing and me & Shiqi was like wanna try it but it is so expensive . Shall buy it some other time .

Ting & Qi

2009-09-09T01:16:00.002+08:00

yayyyy ~ Im listening to th song Smooth Criminal . Thanks dear for th song .

& he came my hse and accompany me today, watched Tom & Jerry . Th cartoon I love most !!! hahaha .
Okay , then i emo for almost 2 hrs becos of something .... yup .

Alright .. So , i got quite a number of calls today, telling me thad im shortlisted for some jobs . From taka & Popular leh ! But i rejected becos they called late =(
I'd already signed th contract from Winter Time ytd . If only they call earlier man .
haha , forget it .

2009-09-07T15:17:00.002+08:00

Went to th office and signed contract jus now . Okay , th person wants me to commence my work on this coming Friday ,in th warehouse for 2 days to do stock taking ..

Okay , simply no experience in handling stocks actually . hahaha

I will learn + im smart .

Lol . Self-praising is nice sometimes ,it helps you to boost your confidence . haha

2009-09-07T00:08:00.009+08:00

Happy 2months :D

Joan&Remy

oo .. our 2 months jus passed .. We met up and went to Funan and lunch first.waaa , spent like over 1hr there eating and playing lol . & then walk arnd City hall then walked to Suntec & spent time tgt .=D Im not going to further elaborate eh, becos to others, they may think its boring with th same old routine written here, but to me , its something special and nice . So i shall keep it to myself =/

My 1 and only pimple there totally freak me out today, feel like screaming sia . I don't dare to poke it off man =( Okay, but overall for today , im happy . Thanks for making my day,dear .

Dear's card fan ..

Spring..

& I love his 1 hand shuffle, but i was unable to take a proper shot due to his fast speed while doing thus come out like tis :

Lol.

Did i ever mention before thad i love how songs which can best relate to my life /me?

刁钻又任性

还动不动生气

奇怪一认识你

我有一种全新的逻辑

独立又贴心

舍不得欺负你

知道要去哪里

你忙就不吵你

也敢自己一个人

也有自己的主意

爱是很霸道的事情

我会负责爱好你

可以大方让你到处去

多少红粉知已没我吸引你

这是大智若愚

还是我大女人主义

大声告诉你说我爱你

自己大步前进想跟你平行

相爱大可不必赖著你

发扬大女人主义

礼物我送给你

帮你撑伞也可以

我很高兴自己有能给你的东西

要一直保持甜蜜

要有平衡的关系

何必查你的案底

还不如做好自己

大风大雨

够爱你

就有大无畏的勇气

大声说爱你不再害羞和委屈

2009-09-04T22:34:00.005+08:00

Well , im happy today . =) Mum accompanied me for a job interview at 11am today .
Okay .. & i will be starting work next month, a temporary contract of 3mths at Winter Time . Have to return bck to th office again next monday for some signing of contract and for some other stuffs . I can forget abt my worries now for th upcoming sch fees . Yes !
& my shoppings ! :DD Lolol .
But now it is still th 4th Sept , have to wait for so long~ I will still be boring . Sigh .

ok , and i bought my SHE's 图文书 !! Happy~ If only there's Ethan Ruan's as well .hahaa !

& dear is still working now .. 15mins more , then he will be knocking off ! :DD
I miss youu.

2009-09-03T01:43:00.005+08:00

Ytd(1 Sept o9) went library with dear to study again .. BUT , i don't have th mood to study ,got distracted so easily thad day . So yeah . & after thad we went to Suntec, was looking for job, but it seems thad no result is being produced . So upset already .

Then went and eat Bak Ku Teh again for dinner . Okay , i MUST learn all th chinese situational idioms . yes , all !!!!

Dear kept playing !!! See his evil look ,trying to poke my face . LOL

Today(2 Sept o9).. Met up with dear again at Tampines ,ate at Japanese Village for lunch then watchedThe Proposal.

The movie is quite nice, vy funny . Cineplex is so empty .. & after movie, walk around shopping malls,then headed to dear's hse for dinner. haa

2009-08-31T18:11:00.002+08:00

Guess whad ? I feel like swearing now ffs . Whad th shit is going on at th fking head office?!! Im so interested in working there , and they used to tell me they WON'T fking entertain walk-in interview, so i make th effort to call them since last week ..
& then th person told me thad th person in charge has taken 1 week leave..
Then.. today i called for like million times, and then they jus keep on telling me things like 'oh, she's in an interview.' Then 'she's still in th interview.' Then 'she's engaging in another line' . Then 'Pls call back in 5 mins time' Then 'Pls call bck TML at 9.30am'

Im like , there's only 1 damn person in th HR deparment meh????!!! Wah lau eh .
I shall give up on this stupid company .

Sigh .

2009-08-30T17:15:00.004+08:00

谁还记得是谁先说永远的爱我
以前的一句话是我们以后的伤口
过了太久没人记得当初那些温柔
我和你手牵手说要一起走到最后
我们都忘了
这条路走了多久
心中是清楚的
有一天有一天都会停的
让时间说真话
虽然我也害怕
在天黑了以后
我们都不知道会不会有遗憾
我们都累了却没办法往回走
两颗心都迷惑
怎么说怎么说都没有救
亲爱的为什么
也许你也不懂两个相爱的人
等着对方先说找分开的理由
谁还记得爱情开始变化的时候
我和你的眼中看见了不同的天空
走的太远终于走到分岔路的路口
是不是你和我要有两个相反的梦

2009-08-30T01:14:00.004+08:00

Both ytd and today was a great day, except for th quarrel part .

Met up with Shiqi ytd(Friday) to help her in her work at Central Library . Dear tagged along at around 3.30pm . Okay , i love his 1-hand shuffle using his poker card . xD

He's picking up fast !!! 加油！So went and had dinner after Shiqi left then applied job with dear .

Hopefully we got thad job yes ? It seems like we got a 70% chance of getting it .

Today, met up with dear and went to library again to study . Studied my maths and he taught me some of th problems . Alright , walk around Raffles City then went to hawker centre near my hse and had Bak Ku Teh for dinner ! The soup was yummm,

th meat was tender =/

haha ..

2009-08-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

Have been studying maths today . Im still trying to absorb some parts of topic 1 first .
I really need a tuition tcher specially for maths .
I saw a Vida diamond heart pendant which i like it alot . I may get it once i've got more than enough after i get a job . But im thinking of getting another necklace instead .
Okay , see how is it first .
Im feeling lonely now . haa ..

2009-08-26T00:40:00.006+08:00

Im going to post something meaningful again . I know i keep on posting such stuffs but 好的东西是要跟大家分享嘛 . Lol ! I might not be thad generous as i sound la,but posting phrases doesnt require much time ,so yeah . Okay , ong msg me tis :

The difference between LOVE & LIKE .

喜欢他--可能只是因为他为自己所做的一切。
爱他--却从不会计较为他所做的一切。

喜欢他--可能只是因为他的个性很不错。
爱他--却连他那坏得离谱的性格都很喜欢。

喜欢他--会劝他不要淋雨。
爱他--却愿意陪他一起被雨淋。(This one sounds abit funny but nvm)

喜欢他--可能只是因为他的好。
爱他--却连他的缺点都能接受。

喜欢他--可能只是因为他愿意聆听自己的倾诉。
爱他--连他对自己的抱怨都能接受。

喜欢他--可能需一千个理由。
爱他--是不需要理由。

Im so going to agree on this .

Anyway , i feel like going to watch movie tml .

2009-08-22T22:53:00.004+08:00

Suppose to go out with dear today ,but nvr D:
Then when i was cleaning up my drawer, i found a small card with some phrase dedicated for me, which was given by my P5 form tcher . At thad age , i cant really seems to understand whad it truely means , but now find it very meaningful yeah , and its th best to apply it in life .

Make each day a magnificent adventure.
Accept the challenges that come your way.
Seize each opportunity that you find.
Experience each day with open arms,
welcoming the good and the bad together.

Another random post .

2009-08-21T23:45:00.012+08:00

Firstly... Happy birthday to my dad(21 August) 1 year older, ok not going to reveal th age.

Alright, a brief summarise for today . Went Cineleisure for a movie with Darren & Shiqi today. First, met up with Darren first at Lavender, then trained to Somerset and had lunch while waiting for Shiqi . Okay , its been like a long time since we 3 got tgt, and then this Darren was moody all th way . Wonder whad's wrong with him, but he claimed thad he's tired . ohh well .. Hope so yeah. 5yrs of friendship leh OYS , anything jus share with me or Shiqi la . haha So decided to watch Orphan . Okay , I thought it was a ghost related movie, but not .Well, overall its nice . A rather unique plot i've seen so far .. Rated 8.5/10 Better than Where Got Ghost honestly . Okay , after movie ,dear met me by surprise .& Darren went off to meet his friend, left Shiqi alone!So dear and me sent her to bus stop then went for dinner.& ppl, stop sending me stupid chain letter,its annoying ffs.Deserve my scolding th next time you do it.

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Spot us ?

Best of th best .

Joan

Whad's wrong with his hand?Shaky .

I got scared and almost faint to death after taking this pic, becos im not even aware thad he was standing behind us ! -.-

Ong.

Th heart I folded .

Joan

Sept issue of Teenage . Pretty cover .